i'm bored as shyt.

i have NOTHING to do . i think i re-did my profyle 18 thousand tymes already . ahh jayme IMed me .. lol love you girl .

anyways today was uneventful as usual . i got up early, babysat, came home ...  went to get my haircut .. came home, tried to fall asleep .. went to therapy .. went to wendy's, now i'm here.

i can not stop ( Read more... )

okay so since i have nothing to do .. it's update time =)

i don't even know what's goin on with me & omar . he didn't leave sunday, but he came over on monday .. that was tha best day i had in a long long tyme . i love being with him.. & it's lyke in tha song on my layout .." when it comes from tha heart there's more pleasure " =) .. not that we did ( Read more... )

testttinnnnggggg

i'm doing a newww layout lol. i'll update later.

well i haven't updated in a while.. i haven't been in the mood.

i don't remember anything really that happened. omar's tha only thing that's really been on my mynd .. apparently he left for good. it's so fuqin hard to say goodbye when there's nothing wrong .. - sigh -

i haven't cried lyke that in a hot minute ='(

i'm gettin all sad, so i'll type ( Read more... )

damn, i need to update more. i don't even remember anything that happened. my b-day was tuesday. that was fun. we ordered my earrings, i got a ring. we went to tha gallery, got a purple belt & purple earrings & then we went to dave & busters. that shyt was maaad fun. i'm nasty at tha tic tac toe thing.

nothing too eventful has happened. omar's ( Read more... )

it's lauren breaking into cole's journal to give her a new layout. you know you like it. check out my journal >> xo_laurenmarie  <3

love you cole*

I’m trying so hard not to care
But you’re happy now and it’s not fair
Just when I thought that I was getting strong
I see you with her…I was wrong
Now I can pretend that losing you didn’t mean a thing
And I can deny that this whole things not happening
To hold it inside, it’s killin’ me, it’s hurting me
If you could only see

my life is mad messed up. yea omar's back, but now he knows about me & jimir ... so he's mad & ugh, wtf am i gonna do? i have no idea what im supposed to do.

sooooooo i'll start withhhhhh ... thursday ( Read more... )

omg man lol, jimir is gettin on my nerves. he texts me every 5 seconds. oh well. my fault for startin it ( Read more... )