"Dona eis requiem.
Sempiternam, sempiternam requiem"

I want to say "I hope she's okay," but she's not okay--she won't be okay--and that's the worst part ( Read more... )

Who is this girl who thinks 'mulatto' sounds like a kind of ice cream? Who says 'casterate' instead of 'castrate'? Why do you 'always end up in the same fucking place' with her? Why couldn't I be her (except with my own intelligence ( Read more... )

i'm working on my backwards walk ( Read more... )

Are we even now, are we even now?
We are unrelated, we are unrelated

If blood is thicker than water
Then you'll drown quicker than we intended
If blood is thicker than water
And you'll know where you can find us in the end

So we can begin again
So we can begin

All I wanted to be was one of your children

all I wanted to be was one of yours

The water is warm
But it's sending me shivers
A baby is born
Crying out for attention
Memories fade
Like looking through a fogged mirror
Decisions too
Decisions are made
Decisions are made and not bought
But

I thought this wouldn't hurt a lot
I guess not

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And that is you in front of me
And you are back for even more of exactly the same
Well, are you a masochist to love a modern leper
On his last leg
And you are not ill
And I'm not dead
Doesn't that make us the perfect pair?
Just you and me
We'll start again
And you can tell me all about what you did today
What you did today

I can feel and I can see and I can touch again. There's too much and there's so little and I want moremoremore. moremoremore. To feel every contour and draw every crease. I can see it all and I want to document it all. Feel it all. Every person, every place, every word, every letter...they're inside here. I want to feel them all ( Read more... )

One day you finally knew ( Read more... )

Here I lay
with darkness blinding my
eyes and I can't think
without it.
Spouting one liners
in my mind
that mean nothing--
deceiving philosophies
that are just empty air,
just like the words
coming from your mouth.

the words jump off
my skin in hopes
to reach yours.

Nevertheless.