My last AC fair tomorrow?

My last Pep performance on Saturday?

You're kidding, right? No way. Where did the years months weeks and days go?

Where are the seconds going?

Oh, right..ticking away, right in front of my freaking dazed little (not so little!! STOP EATING) face

I always said that this would mean a lot to me
-that it would make or break me,
but I guess I wasn't aware of HOW TRUE that was.

I literally tear up
whenever I think of how grateful I am for this blessing,
and how much I needed this
(a total of 5 times, and counting)

Because, finally,
none of my stupid insecurities
or feelings of worthlessness
can ( Read more... )

My heart is like a whore, spreading itself out so thinly -jumping for joy with some, falling into frustration for others.

I love you, all. I'm glad to be back, and well, back

Dearest you,

I'm sick of how bad things have been between us. I know I kinda screwed things up this year..I totally took you for granted.. And I'm sorry. But I've got so little time left in highschool, it's depressing. I miss you. I miss how good we used to be. I miss the "us" from last year, yknow. Things are so different now..admittedly, totally ( Read more... )

Psychotic

last highschool intrams, bum arm

bataille and dodgeball, dolfenal and salonpas

life -.-

im looking forward to hearing news of a sweep -fingers crossed-

Snap out of it

I can't believe it's December 7. I can't believe it's DECEMBER, much less December 7.

Ateneans are mean. They keep trying to throw me into FOUNTAINS -_-

I should study..soon..I hate senioritis.

Holy fuck it's 4AM.

I love how this is all "so highschool"

:)

Seriously, can someone PLEASE tell me what in holy Hell I did to deserve all this?

Friends, family, final draft OVER AND DONE WITH, and..The First ;)

Life's been too perfect, it's starting to freak me out :)