well apparently i just keep fuckin up left and right and everything i do that i think is right just isnt good enough....my judgment is off.... i cant make any of the right choices any more... i have nothing to aim for and no incentive to try....where do i go from here??

woww so today was interesting......i love when people like to put their faces in your business!!!! why cant people just stay out of it when it has absolutely nothing to do with them i just dont understand what would posses someone to make some one elses life the topic of their conversation but apparently its the cool thing to do.....

anyways today ( Read more... )

well its been a while so first of all the trip was absolutely amazing!!! i had so much fun with everyone and coudlnt have asked for a better time with any other people it was awesome def made some great memories with some great people

however had a shitload of make up to do but being the extreme slacker i am took me forever to do it finally get ( Read more... )

If you wait for me then I'll come for you
Although I've traveled far
I always hold a place for you in my heart
If you think of me, If you miss me once in awhile
Then I'll return to you
I'll return and fill that space in your heart

Remembering
Your touch
Your kiss
Your warm embrace
I'll find my way back to you
If you'll be waiting
If you dream of ( Read more... )

Baby Graham Badenhousen
Born March 10, 2004
@ 2:56pm
7lbs 9oz

<3 auntie laura

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ok so wow eventfull evening...sorta.... dance sucked i feel like i dont even wanna take it next year cuz its sooo frusturating!!! i feel like im wasting my time and my friday nights!!

haha o well then picked bre up and hit up the mall and finally went shoppin but spent wayyyy to much $$$ that i thought i had lol but yea so i bought summer things ( Read more... )

ok wow so i def went prom dress shopping today!!! YAY except i didnt find nething all the dresses dont fit me right at all theyre weirdd i did find one that was ok but to much for not liking it enough lol and honestly wtf is with the beads this one store everysingle dress was some ugly bright color like orange or like tie dyed with beads all over ( Read more... )

welll o boy what a week and now its fuckin march!! 1st day back to school 1st day of march ewwww def suckssss. well vaca started off good at least haha went to NY for my sisy's baby shower shes def goin soon!!! cant wait for baby graham!!! hopefully lil boy haha idk y but im hopin for a boy!! then went up to unh with em and darc from sun -wed which ( Read more... )

o mannnn my mommm is sooooo god damn annoying!!! gotta frickn go to NY tom at 7 in the morning AHHHHHHHHh def glad to get away tho  ill be back by monday or tuesday. cant believe its vaca doesnt feel like it at all!!! today didnt even feel like friday!! wow but it wastn that bad of a day went by pretty fast just dotn feel like goin to dance its ( Read more... )