not called back
for the second play....for the second time

how many excuses can i make?
how many times will it take for me to realize....it just isnt for me?
why do i have to love it so much?

too many things to worry about to focus on this....
once it sinks in...
once i realize...
then it will hurt

wow so when things are good...they are really good ( Read more... )

i have lots on my mind it seems ( Read more... )

wow so much to say ( Read more... )

i have come to asheville ( Read more... )

wow... i cant believe summer is almost over... i have mixed thoughts ( Read more... )

wow i havent updated in ages ( Read more... )

to wake up and know that not only could people live without you...they would be a lot better off...

sucks

i ruin so many people with my messed up ideas, criticisms, and misc flaws....

why do i have to be so imperfect? couldnt i be an asset to just one person?

i am a drain on society....

and it is the worst feeling ever

this week has been insane ( Read more... )

i apologize for the prolonged update ( Read more... )