Oh no, here we go again ( Read more... )

I want to move away. I want to move away. I want out. I don't want to be here. Im tired of this shit. It was better when we all didn't live together. I want out. I want out. I dont want the fighting. I want us to be friends. But no, everything is petty and shit and as long as your right, your right. fuck it. I'll hang out with yall on weekends and ( Read more... )

I woke up and felt needed today. the whole thing made me feel like a good person.

Went to a job interview today, well, it was supposed to be but it was more just turning in the application with my resume... we'll see how it goes, I got an inside track though - here's to luck.

Just finished a song too, ah... accomplishment.

I've been in a bit of a music stagnant lately; you know listening to the same stuff over and over....

what are y'all listening to now?

I'm awake and nothing seems right. It's all quiet, the neighborhood is so normal, even what was a crazy lifestyle seems tame looking back on it today. Maybe i'm just still tired, maybe it's that feeling I got a few months ago, maybe vegas has me disorented... maybe i'm ready to move on. I've been wanting to lately, though maybe I'm just running ( Read more... )

Alright, just got back from Vegas. It was radsauce. More fun could not have been had, and I didn't even spend too much money. Lots of stories to be told about these last few days that I can't get straight in my head ( Read more... )

Its late in the day. I've been drinking (among other things) trying to forget things that I have a constint reminder of... sadly none of this will go away. And what does anyone care anyway, right? why write it here and not in some collection of thoughts and stories I call a 'journal' which sits not 4 feet away from me? Cause I want to call ( Read more... )

And so ( Read more... )

I starting writting this to explain my weekend, but .... fuck it.

I don’t want that kind of girl ( Read more... )