That's it! No more music videos before bed period! About 3 hours after trying to fall asleep I flipped over to GAC (Country music video station) and a song I've never heard is just starting. It's called "Remember When" by Alan Jackson. Now I knew I should've turned it off when I saw the opening scene which consisted of photos falling into what ( Read more... )

I'm decently happy tonight. Went through a huge plastic bucket of photos and replaced the photos with my tears when I saw some of them. I haven't had a night all week when I haven't cried about something what's my problem? Also spent a good portion of the night talking to Christy and swapped photos back and forth which was fun. No phone ( Read more... )

I Am A RockP. Simon, 1965 ( Read more... )

To all my friends and family whom I've lied to, hurt, or deceived over the years, whether it was or wasn't intentional, I am truly sorry. I carry the burden of guilt I cannot seem to shed. I'm trying to figure out exactly who I am and I feel as if I have no point of reference.
Nobody understands me and I'm pining for someone who does....

I've had this feeling of "something's not right" all day and I can't shake it. I've got a lot going on with my parents right now and it's got me on edge. Somebody help :-(

After scouring through other peoples Live Journals it appears that I'm not the only person feeling the way I have been lately. Apparently that knowledge is something I've missed having due to my lack of friends. This leads me to believe that maybe friendship, at least true friendship, is not overrated after all. Now I have at least a temporary ( Read more... )

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Today started out unlike any other recently, I got up before noon. It's weird to get up and just kinda do some work here and there, go to class at night and call that a life. More like my existence because I have nothing to do yet I'm always busy. I'm totally confused and almost numb to life now. It's the kind of numb that you have when the dentist ( Read more... )

Where do i even start. How much crap can one individual deal with? How many times can one love and lose and still not learn his lesson? Why is it so difficult to live a life in at least semi-happiness? I have found that for me to want any more than to be utterly miserable is asking too much for some reason. I can't care about someone and have true ( Read more... )

Time to recap Monday March 1st 2004 as experienced by Trey. Here we go. Woke up at 1 this afternoon and went over to eat lunch with my grandparents. My papa cooked hamburgers, mmm. Felt like spring out today. I worked on my mountain bike some more getting it ready to ride. I have to go tomorrow to buy new tires, wiring kit for the computer, seat ( Read more... )