And yes, weird thoughts happen all the time. I call it thinking on multiple levels. *nods*
As for your dad... you're lonely, and he's the closest person available. *hugs* I could say lots more, but I think I'll save that for something a little more private. No sense baring you to the world. *noses* Rest easy and get well Way.
intriqued?
anonymous
December 12 2005, 18:13:03 UTC
i wrote to you this weekend. i was just wondering if you got it? as to what you wrote on this posting. you didn't listen to what i said on my first comment. stop over analyzing things. this thing with your dad, stop analyzing and just be happy with the fact that you went to the movies with him. he could have said no. i myself am confused with what kind of relationship you want with him. on one hand you want him to see you as an adult but on the other you want him to praise you like a child. in perfect world you could have both. as for those thoughts that make you go "whoa" aren't they fun to have. they keep you on your toes. and lastly i think you are nuts. you have step and you go eat tacos. the spices will aggravate your sore throat. look forward to hearing from you.
Re: intriqued?treyrangerDecember 13 2005, 03:58:01 UTC
I recieved your comment reply, and have been trying to decide how to respond to it. :P
By the way... G-mail is AMAZING. I'm reading your comment in an e-mail sent by LJ to my g-mail account, and gmail has put links up on the side about sore throats and such... They're really cool. :P
N-z-ways, I'll get back to your comment.
Was I completely honest with her? I'm not sure. I think it was more that I was not honest with myself, and carried that on to her. And as to the reason I gave her for the break-up... I didn't want there to be any remote possibility of her being able to blame it on herself. I gave her an answer that was completely out of her control. It was inadequate, probably, but I felt that it would be the best answer to spare her feelings.
Is it my place to make such judgements? I don't know, but I do think I should have some say in things that directly affect me.
Re: intriqued?
anonymous
December 14 2005, 15:11:48 UTC
well sure you have that right. it shows that you care about her. notice i didn't say the L word. there are times when we want to spare others feelings. but did you give her enough to have some closure? i ask because i have been there. i know what it is like to want to know the truth even though it might hurt wores than the break up. but i understand that you have to be true to yourself. any how i hope you are feeling better. do you still wonder who i am?
Re: intriqued?treyrangerDecember 15 2005, 02:53:07 UTC
I am feeling better. In fact, I plan on making a post very soon, but I'm going to make it friends only so I don't scare away the public. Make an LJ account at least so I can friend you and you can read all my stuff. :P
And yes, I still wonder who you are. At first I thought you were the girl, now I'm thinking maybe her mother or grandmother. Could be someone entirely different, too. :P
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And yes, weird thoughts happen all the time. I call it thinking on multiple levels. *nods*
As for your dad... you're lonely, and he's the closest person available. *hugs* I could say lots more, but I think I'll save that for something a little more private. No sense baring you to the world. *noses* Rest easy and get well Way.
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By the way... G-mail is AMAZING. I'm reading your comment in an e-mail sent by LJ to my g-mail account, and gmail has put links up on the side about sore throats and such... They're really cool. :P
N-z-ways, I'll get back to your comment.
Was I completely honest with her? I'm not sure. I think it was more that I was not honest with myself, and carried that on to her. And as to the reason I gave her for the break-up... I didn't want there to be any remote possibility of her being able to blame it on herself. I gave her an answer that was completely out of her control. It was inadequate, probably, but I felt that it would be the best answer to spare her feelings.
Is it my place to make such judgements? I don't know, but I do think I should have some say in things that directly affect me.
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And yes, I still wonder who you are. At first I thought you were the girl, now I'm thinking maybe her mother or grandmother. Could be someone entirely different, too. :P
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