- 008 -
Trying isn't good enough.
Enough of that. I'm pissed. If anyone needs me I'll be with Zabimaru until Grimms and I gotta start workin' on the decorations.
Begin Private Note to Me, Myself, I: Abarai Renji
Trying isn't good enough? More like losing to sensei isn't good enough. I'm not getting anywhere with all these losses other than gettin' more and more pissed because I can't land a solid hit. If I do, it's only because they let me. I feel cheated. And the more pissed I get at myself the more I think of how far this "self-hate" is keeping me from Kuchiki Byakuya. Not just him but all the arrogant rich snobby spoiled brats. This isn't getting me anywhere.
I need to cool off. Maybe Kankuro will spar with me. After the dance sometime.
... I can't believe I'm going to that. Do I even know how to dance? Shit, I don't think I've ever been sober on the dance floor. I almost feel guilty for getting wasted before the dance, especially since all the gals and guys-that-are-men-enough-to-show-school-spirit are gonna be there.
Something always happens at a school dance. I don't know why people keep bitchin' about how it's not going to be fun.
End Private Note to Me, Myself, I: Abarai Renji
Since Rukia is getting dressed up for Halloween I thought I would too... I can't let her hog all the fun.
I can't remember who was takin' the picture, I do remember that was back at home so maybe Ikkaku or Kira. The only modifications bein' I'll be gunless. The suit, tie, sunglasses, hairstyle, and gloves will all be the same.
Oi, Kankuro, we're still gettin' together before hand, right?
Enough of that. I'm pissed. If anyone needs me I'll be with Zabimaru until Grimms and I gotta start workin' on the decorations.
Begin Private Note to Me, Myself, I: Abarai Renji
Trying isn't good enough? More like losing to sensei isn't good enough. I'm not getting anywhere with all these losses other than gettin' more and more pissed because I can't land a solid hit. If I do, it's only because they let me. I feel cheated. And the more pissed I get at myself the more I think of how far this "self-hate" is keeping me from Kuchiki Byakuya. Not just him but all the arrogant rich snobby spoiled brats. This isn't getting me anywhere.
I need to cool off. Maybe Kankuro will spar with me. After the dance sometime.
... I can't believe I'm going to that. Do I even know how to dance? Shit, I don't think I've ever been sober on the dance floor. I almost feel guilty for getting wasted before the dance, especially since all the gals and guys-that-are-men-enough-to-show-school-spirit are gonna be there.
Something always happens at a school dance. I don't know why people keep bitchin' about how it's not going to be fun.
End Private Note to Me, Myself, I: Abarai Renji
Since Rukia is getting dressed up for Halloween I thought I would too... I can't let her hog all the fun.
I can't remember who was takin' the picture, I do remember that was back at home so maybe Ikkaku or Kira. The only modifications bein' I'll be gunless. The suit, tie, sunglasses, hairstyle, and gloves will all be the same.
Oi, Kankuro, we're still gettin' together before hand, right?