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[tricell]

See, the thing is, I'm not an avid blogger, obviously. I prefer to suffer in silence and leave my derranged thoughts to myself. A "for my eyes only" sort of deal. Because once it's on here, it never goes away. Someone's read it, whether they comment or not and keeping it set to a "private" or "friends only" seems to defy the whole online experience

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[hnetu]

Whether you read this or not, I wish to make a few counterpoints

[tricell]

I would just like to respond to your comment, if I may. Though, since you're throwing away my phone number, chances are you're also refusing to read any comments I may make to you as well.

As I've said from the beginning, the cell phone is a douche. For whatever reason, sometimes, it doesn't even ring. I wonder if that's because I leave it open instead of flipping it closed.

Anyhow, it just seems like, you don't want to respond to anything that I have to say, no matter what it is. And the least you could do is respond to the comments that I do happen to leave for you, after all, you bitch about me being online, but when I am, I'm ignored.

Totally kills the point.

To clarify something, I never said that I wasn't ever wanting to speak to you again, I just said that I was closing this journal.

But if you wanna drop my number and throw it away, I can't stop you.

[hnetu]

Again I state. I don't respond to your replies here often because instead I attempt to call you. Just like I attempted to call you as soon as I read this, before I even posted the reply. And exactly what I'll do as soon as I finish this reply. Maybe you should try closing the phone, though I doubt that would affect it too much.

And closing the journal is pretty much a declaration of never speaking to me again. Since the only place you DO speak to me is here, 99% of the time. Your phone won't respond when I call. You stopped responding to text messages. You don't sign onto AIM. So this is the only place we do get a chance to talk. Closing this one is basically saying you're done.

I will try calling once more. But you have my cell number. Why don't you try calling me....

[tricell]

Well, it won't do you much good in attempting to phone me because my cell is dead as fuck. Umm, not that I'm trying to avoid you or anything.

And for the record, I did create a brand new AIM SN so that I could speak with you, but you've once again began to block IMs, so I couldn't randomly IM you again. You should take yourself off of a block.

I deleted that SN though, because I didn't really like it, I'm thinking rather seriously of reopening my original SN of about eleven years and seeing what happens. I doubt that fellow RPers will take me seriously, but whatever. I can always make adjustments. If you're online, let me know by responding to this .. asap.