My summer days at home:
Waking up late
Eating a lot of the time
On and off the computer all day
SAT tutoring
Putting off laundry duties till later
Putting off violin practicing till later
Putting off summer reading till later
Occasionally lifeguarding
Sometimes lucky enough to get together with friends
Am I wasting my life? Sometimes I just sit thinking about all the things I could/should be doing. My mom is obsessed with telling me I should be doing things to better my life. (ie. sat preparation, school preparation, volunteer work, and other unfun things.) But I can't drive, I am finding it hard to get a good job as a 15 yr old, all my friends live forever away, basically it sucks to be on summer vacation as a 15 yr old with no transportation and nothing to keep me busy. But even if I could volunteer somewhere or dedicate myself to violin or some shit like that to make my mom happy, thats not what I want to do. Its almost the end of summer vacation and what lifelong changes or experiences have I had? None. I probably sound like a brat saying that considering I got to go to Europe. But to be honest it wasnt a big deal. I want to be a normal teenager. I want to be out late on friday nights and go to concerts and parties with my friends. I want to sit in the back of my best friends pickup truck as we drive over to Bobby McBobster's house for the most out of control party since the time Reggie Roger got so drunk he ran streaking through the neighborhood to take a piss on Miss Pattie's front porch. Thats th kind of thing u talk about when u go back to school. You kick back and tell of all the good times u had over the summer and complain about how much it sux to be sitting in Chemistry on such a nice day. Not I. I can't wait to go back to school cuz its the most interesting/fun aspect of my uneventful life. I enjoy being busy and complaining about the shitty essay topic I got in history class. I live for playing frisbee and slacking off during my free periods. But for now I'll just count down the days till polo season starts up again and I'll have my choate centralled life back. I shouldnt complain, life could definitely be worse.