[FIC] Fate or Courage

Mar 17, 2017 00:11

Title: Fate or courage
Author:trifarashi
Pairing: Ryoda
Rating: G
Summary: Sometime love can be happen either by fate or courage. Ryo and Ueda is actually mutual love each other. Is either they're choose fate or courage to bind their love.

"Dont be stupid!"Yamapi retorted angrily towards his bestfriend, Nishikido Ryo.
"......" Ryo remains silent while looking outside the restaurant window. His stares looks far, without boundaries, no emotion except loneliness.
"Ryo!" Yamapi called his name trying to gain his attention.
And ryo just reply him incoherently "ermmm"
"OMG! Ryo, for once, just for once. Could you just listen to me."
Ryo sighed dejectedly and look at Yamapi. " pi, i'm very appreciate for your help...but, it's enough. You don't need to worry anymore." He smile but a sad one.
Yamapi looks at his bestfriend with frustration and disappointment.

Meanwhile at jimusho,

"AKANISHI JIN!" An uproar is currently happening at KATTUN. Ueda is frantically searching for his troublemaker bandmate named Akanishi Jin.
"Jin! You better show your fat ass here before I'm the one who found you first."
Ueda opens every door in the jimusho trying to find Jin.
"You better ready! Cuz if i'm the one found you. You are dead!"

"Jin..."
"Shusshh...Tatchan will heard us."
"I think it's better you surrender yourself." Suggest Kame.
They're currently hiding in janitor room.
Jin looks at his lover sadly, "really kame, are you trying to kill me? You don't love me anymore?"
Kame sighed. He doesn't know how exactly he get dragged by this. He suddenly pulled in together by Jin inside the Janitor.
"What had you done?" Kame asked.
"Anouu~" Jin plays with his finger and averting his eyes from kame. "I just wanna help...a bit"
"Of what?"
"....his confession?"
Kame palm his forehead. No wonder ueda is angry.
"And?"
"Well, i bring Tatchan to Kanjani room."
"Ok, continue"
"I asked Tatchan which one he wanna get fuck."
BAM! SLAP!
"Ittaiii!" Jin shrieked in pain when kame smack his head and back.
"Kame~" Jin whined
"No! You settle this by yourself!"Kame free himself from Jin and get out from the room.
"Tatchan!!" Kame called ueda.

"Stupid Jin!" Ueda muttered angrily. He already give punishments to Jin with his famous right hook on the stomach.
Ueda is currently strolling along the road try to ease his temper. He walks slowly while showering his eyes with the beauty of nature. The sunset give him a calm picturesque. He sit at the bench and enjoy scenery.

Sometime, he thinks why his heart fallen to such person. He himself didn't understand. It's feel like the heart and his mind are not belonging to him.

"Damn, Jin!" He sighed. Somehow he feels relieved during that disaster event happened, he's not there.
"Hi beauty! You look lonely. Wanna me keep you company?"
Ueda grimaced when some stupid stranger just suddenly disturb his peace. Additional, he mistaken him as girl.
Without invitation, the stranger take the seat beside Ueda, close.
"Excuse me, may you....Oh My! Ohkura!" Ueda surprised to see, it's actually Kanjanj8 Ohkura.
"Yo!" Ohkura greets him. "Why the long face?"
Ueda pouted, "don't ask. You should know already..." Ohkura laughed.
"Coffee" Ohkura passes the coffee to Ueda and look at ueda curiously, "so, who is it?"
"haa!?" Ueda interjected
Ohkura giggles when he saw Ueda's facial reaction,"don't be too secrective" Ohkura sips his coffee while taking a fews glances waiting for the answer.
Ueda plays with the straw and sigh. "....."
"I'm waiting here." Ohkura looked at him intently.
"Ni....shii...do-san..."
"Who? I can't hear it"
"It's Nishikido"
"OMG! Really!?" Ohkura shout disbelieve and laugh amusedly
Ueda's face redden with embrassement.

Days by days, month by months had past. They're busy with the schedule, choreography practice, concert, variety show, recording and etc. it's a norm activities for Johnny's. Same goes to Nishikido Ryo. He finally got some free time before the next schedule. He decides to call his bestfriends for night.

"Ryo-channnnnn~" Ryo distances himself from the handphone. The irritating childish voice almost damage his eardrum, Jin screams on the phone as soon as he receive the call.
"Bakajin, i'll kill you if i lost my hearing!" Ryo threatened him.
Jin giggles and ignore the threat, "nande, nande...why you call me? You miss me? Awww~ Ryo-chan is so cute!"
Ryo grimaced when he heard what Jin just said. He quickly ended the call and release a ton of curse bullets toward Jins on the phone.
"Moshi? Moshi? Ryo? Moshi moshi Ryo chan. Why silent already?" Jin look at his phone.
"What's wrong Jin?" Yamapi came from the kitchen and found Jin is looking at his handphone intently.
"Ryo called me just now and now he's gone." Jin tell him.
"Gone?" Yamapi looks at him weirdly. " gone where?" He asked. Jin shrug his shoulder.
Yamapi takes his phone and call Ryo. By the second ring, ryo receive the call. " Ryo, did you just call jin. What's wrong?" Yamapi ask him worriedly.
"I just being stupid call Jin." Yamapi laughed.
"So, wassup?" He asked
"Let's meet."
"Where?"
"Usual. I kinda wanna catch something"
"Catch? Are u on heat?"
"Who?who? Who on heat? Ryo chan?" Ryo can heard Jin shout at the background.
"Shh..Jin.keep quiet" yamapi warned him. "Which one u wanna catch? No 1 or no 0?"
Ryo double jerked and ignore the question, "meet at usual place in 30minutes." He quickly end the call.
Yamapi sigh and look at Jin, "Call kame, i'll call Toma and Yu. We meet Ryo at usual club. Tonight gonna be hectic one."
"Nande?nande?" Jin looks at Yamapi in confusion. "I thought i heard Ryo chan on heat."
Yamapi shrugged, "must be stress. Let's go. We don't wanna be late. He'll kill us."
"Moshi moshi, Toma..."
"Ermm..." He takes his phone dial Kame's number. "Kazu, Let's go to roppongi. Bring Tatchan also."
Hah? But i already at Roppongi now, the usual place. Tatchan and others also here."
Kame inform while watching Ueda losing himself on the dance floor.
"Ok then, meet you soon"
"Koki, i think we better pull Tatchan now." Kame watch Ueda dances in the center. " by second i'm sure he'll missing nowhere to be found" worried Kame.
"Ask yuichi or Junno cuz something is already caught my bait." koki winked seductively towards one of the sexy girl at the bar counter. "Chow!"
Kame shakes his head. He tries to seek help from yuichi or Junno but he failed track them both.
"God, why they must be gone when i need them!" Kame sighed.
Meanwhile, ueda is keeps changing dance partner. He already losing himself, doesn't care who is his partner. He just want to forget everything, forget his loneliness, his unrequired love and his anxieties.
Day by day, he can't help feel restless. He has been overthinking for months. All thanks to someone named ohkura tadayoshi.

Flashback

"Hey, why you didn't tell him?"
Ueda looks at him discontent, "do you really need to ask that kind of question. You should knew already how bad our relationship is"
Ohkura laughed, "believe me, he is not like that. It just his reflexes are much faster than his brain."
Ueda looks at him disbelief, "nahh, he does really hate me." He slowly drinking his coffee.
Ohkura looks at him intently. It's makes ueda feel a lil bit awkward. "Do you mind?"
"What!?" Ohkura grinned.
Ueda looks at him dissatisfied, "why you're looking at me like that?"
Ohkura shrugged and smile, "nothing, just wondering if you would agree with it."
"Agree? Of what?"
Ohkura didn't said anything and continue smiling, he stands up, "come we need to go now"
Ueda agreed and follow him. He throws the empty cup in the trash can.
"Let's go!" Ueda is shocked when Ohkura suddenly standing closely to him. He looks at him in confusion. It's become more confusing when ohkura is smiling. "Ohkura?"
"Erm, i have a suggestion, if Ryo is really hate you. How about you answer me afterwards." Ohkura kissed him. Ueda interjected.

Ueda sighed and back to the current reality, in the club. He doesn't count how many partners he had been change since he starts dancing on the floor. All his matter, his minds are blank and confuse due ohkura's confession.
He wonders should he takes the chance, confess to Nishikido Ryo or accept Ohkura's feeling.

"Hey sexy!" The stranger is trying to flirt with him. Grinding himself to him.
"You looks troubled. Need some help?" Ueda grimaced and smile.
"Be gone." Ueda try to walk away after reject him but he suddenly pull ueda's wrist and hug him. Ueda is trying to free himself.
"Hey! Let go of me!" Ueda actually can free himself cause he was a boxer but he can't due it will harm his johnny's image. It just create trouble to him and KATTUN. So, he was trying to avoid that by asking nicely.
"Don't be like that." The man tighten the hug and start to snuggle his face at ueda's neck. Ueda is trying best to free himself with nicer method.
"Hey pal!" Someone call the man stopping him harrasing ueda further.
"What?"
"That's my friend you harrass. Let him go, please" it's ohkura.
"Oh really, let me have him for awhile. I'll give him back to you later. I've unfinish business with him." Ueda grimaced and trying his best not to throw punch straight to that man face.
"Nope, he's my important friend." Ohkura abruptly separately ueda from the man.
"Hey!"
"Try to create more trouble, you'll kicked out ASAP" ohkura shows the bodyguards already on standby at the end of stage.
"Tsk!" The man quickly walk away.
"Thanks" ueda relieved when the man is finally gone.
"Your welcome." Ohkura smile sweetly while still holding ueda's hand.
"Why you're here?"
"You don't realize it! I've been your stalker for awhile." Ohkura grinned and laugh out loud when ueda's face show he really believe that ohkura is being his stalker.
Ueda pouted and punch ohkura in protest when he realized he has been played by him.
"Ok ok, stop punching me. It's start to hurt. You suppose to use that boxing punch just now, you know"
Ueda shrugged, "well, being a johnny's sometime you need to think further" ueda looks at ohkura, " you still not answering my question, why you're here."
"Well..." ohkura looks around the club and ueda follow suit. " i think most of the johnnys are here tonight." Ueda find NEWS koyama, ARASHI sakurai sho and matsumoto jun, Yamapi and all Kanjani8 including Nishikido Ryo.

Their eyes meet. But Nishikido looks perplexed and astonished of something. Ueda is feeling strange why Nishikido shows that kind of reactions.
Ueda is still clinging to Ohkura's neck and whispered to his ear, "hey Ohkura, why Nishikido face looks weird?"
"Weird?" Ohkura quickly look at Nishikido who is standing not far from them. Ohkura grinned sarcastically for knowing what comes to Nishikido's mind now.
Ohkura shrugged, "who knows."
Ueda looks at him disbelief, "stop teasing me, i know you know with that creepy smile on your face."
Ohkura laughed and mess up the hair. "Let's go to them, we're being obstacle here." Ohkura pulled Ueda away from the dance floor to the Johnnys crowd.
Ohkura whispered to him, "maybe today you can have you chance to confess to Nishikido."
Ueda glares at him and the beat his shoulder furiously, "what the hell Ohkura, shut up!" Ueda pouted. He lets Ohkura takes his hand and walk together to the table.

Meanwhile, Nishikido mind and heart are in mess. He is confuse, sad, hurt and cannot believe what his eyes had just witnessed. Same goes to Yamapi. He quickly looks at Nishikido. He feels sympathy with his friends.
"Ermmm...Ryo." Yamapi carefully call his friend name. He understand what is Ryo feeling now,hurt.
"Are you okay?" Yamapi asked.
Ryo flinched and looking at Yamapi with smile, fake one,"why not?"
"Let's have a drink." Yamapi pulled Ryo sit on the bench together with Kame and Jin. He gives Ryo a drink.

"Tatchan!" Kame yelled furiously at Ueda.
Ueda shuts both his ears with his hands. Ueda glares Kame with annoying. "What the hell Kame, don't shout!" Ohkura giggled at behind. Ueda give a short sharp glares to him too. Ohkura quickly divert with the remainder of laughter still visible on his face.
"What's wrong with you? Thanks godness nothing wrong happen to you. That's the price when you not self restraint on the stage with strangers."
Ueda shrugged, "well, nothing happened. So chill"
"Of course because Ohkura is there on the right time." Ueda sighed at look at Ohkura, "Domo arigatogozaimasu!" Ueda bows thanks to Ohkura and look at Kame, "satisfied?" Ueda takes a seat and open a can of beer.
"Tatchan!" Kame face palm and sighed. Ohkura laughed and pat Kame's back. 'It's Okay, Kame." Ohkura also takes a seat beside Ueda. He then snatched the can on Ueda's hand after ueda drinks a sip from it.
"Hey!" Ueda interjected and pouted.
"My rewards for saving you." Ohkura grinned while Ueda pouted when his drink got snatch by Ohkura.

Nishikido looks sadly at the friendly conversations between Ueda and Ohkura. The dark clouds in his eyes become darkest each time he saw the sweet interactions of them.
"Hey, Ryo!" Yamapi tries to stop Nishikido tormenting himself by looking at them.
"Hmm..."
"Stop looking at them."
"Why?"
Yamapi sighed, "you know why. If you gonna be like this, hurting yourself. Please Confess to him and propely get the rejections so that you can move on."
"...let me think first." Yamapi sighed.

"Kame, is Ohkura and Ueda together?" Jin asked.
"Tatchan and ohkura?" Kame looks at both of them. "I don't think so. As far as i know it's not Ohkura but someone else."
"Hontoni!?" Jin is excited to know who is it. "Who is it?" He asked.
"Sorry can't tell. Better ask ueda himself."
"Tsk."

ryoda, fanfic

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