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First let me say that there is something unjust in this. It is born out of structural violence. it is a reaction. A healthy maneuver. Let me say first that I feel not well. A model of thinking needs to be undone. I know it. It's why I've been doing what I've been doing. Although I wasn't aware of it, I can see now that this is all I've ( Read more... ) -
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there the power is always mine again. i feel weak, chomsky. i cut class again. but im in the lab typing. i shouldn't be here. but i am. don't judge it. the future just is -
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oh jeep cherokee,
I'm shaking in my shorts and black tee. I have a faded picture I drew on my hand that's making me smile. It's too easy to follow the reaction at the moment but I want this to be the last yesterday. Tomorrow will be better.
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I want to laugh and cry right now. it's only 10:45 but it's absolute overcast - more than that i have to drive home. why do i hate home soooo much? I'm just trying to make it. I'm just trying to stoppppppppppppp the circumstantial wind blowing. they gave us an offer. the properties remain in her name but we get monthly allocations of the ( Read more... ) -
you, appearing
you, appearing
making me question myself
motives
thoughts
loves
you, appearing
reminding me
involving me
teaching me
you, appearing
reminding me
making me question myself
motives
thoughts
love
you, twisting
me
you, upon
me
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we had to meditate in class and I did it this morning just now. I got up at 8:30 and we went to breakfast together. my gf was irritated at me because I had brought up my ex at the dining hall. how she hates the texture of fruit and never eats it. I'm signed up for fall, my last quarter here before I graduate. I'm taking peace psychology and ( Read more... ) -
we're watching pornography today in women's bodies class. im not sure how i feel about that
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Bagga, Steve
4/27/10
Psych 65
Bugental
Borrowing from elements of Jung’s dynamic unconscious and existentialist philosophers such as Sarte to
Kierkegaard arrives E. & F. Bugental’s theory of intentionality. Primarily defining, first, depression from
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could it be people. more precisely - it must be a group of people. somehow, i must make the first leap. despite unbearable, amorphous thoughts and emotions. i can see that there must be a reason. i still feel stuck though. still feel nauseous. i still can't feel sometimes. the twisting and the effects are good. i get dizzy. we laugh. i run ( Read more... )