in the seconds between the saftey unlocks and shot ( Read more... )

To Jay's friends, from Natalie ( His girlfriend )

i know some of you that read this dont even know Jay in person, but in anycase, i want to thank all his friends for any moment when you ever put a smile on his face, made him laugh or feel happy. His smiles laughs and happiness mean the world to me so thank you to all who contribute to that ;)

Interesting ( Read more... )

Yup thats me : ) This is Natalie and i get to write in Jay's journal ( Read more... )

"I need something to slow it down so I don't trigger. It's been gradually rising for years and isn't going to stop. I know I'm going to do something, someday...explode. People are going to be hurt and I just don't want to die yet. I want to at least be happy before I'm completely gone, before I lose what I have left. It's strange. The higher it ( Read more... )

Oh it definitely is. But I'm slowing that ish down ( Read more... )

Suprise suprise!

He likes what he sees but there's trouble. Who are you this time?

I found a CD I was going to give to Natalie a long time ago, and some poem

I sleep to a metronome repeting beats 96 times a minute ( Read more... )

It is ( Read more... )

...to the broken ones