( let's see if this will work because i'm too lazy to upload )

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Which Laguna Beach Character are You?

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so... now i have this myspace account and i don't know how to use it. i feel technologically defunct, but i need something to keep me entertained at work.

http://www.myspace.com/93081316

I don't mean to whine but... actually yeah I do mean to. Life has been shitty since the beginning of March. It all started when a certain boy broke my spirit and I lost hope in the human race, then a few days later I end up keeled over on a bathroom floor on the other side of America in excruciating pain wanting to die and thinking I was going to ( Read more... )

i started another blog in which i don't talk about boys because it's open to everyone plus the world to read:
http://sakuraduh.blogspot.com/

opinions. i like them. i welcome them. it shows you have character. it's ok to swim against the current. just back it up. and know what you're talking about. and make sure you've taken both sides into consideration. otherwise you just look like a selfish close-minded oaf. it is worse than being a sheep. and that's my opinion ( Read more... )

so... right now i'm in CA and i'm miserable and i feel like i'm going to die. i have had severe stomach pain since i was on the plane pretty much and no one is going to take me to the doctor. i specifically said, "i need to see a doctor." no cigar. my aunt's a nurse. her remedy is to rub menthol salicylate and camphor on my stomach. i smell ( Read more... )

i don't know what in my life i could have done to deserve to have everybody lie to me all of the time.

i almost fell apart that time. well actually, i did. i only got an hour of sleep last night from thinking so much and crying. i've picked myself up now. i'm dusting it off. i am not letting something like this bring me down. no. i've come way too far to let anything like this happen. not now not ever. i went to work this morning and showed ( Read more... )

so i finally broke. i went to the doctor today. i apparently have allergies or something? which is way less interesting than a brain tumor, but i can breathe a sigh of relief.

why am i so busy these days? i can't really complain though. i love being busy. i thrive on it.

now i just need to cure my insomnia.