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im sick of ur lies and sick of u. y should sum1 like u deserve or need to kno about my life? i dont tolerate lieing well at all, u need me in ur life as a friend? ive never heard more bull in my life
kthxbai
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i am not afraid to keep on living, i am not afraid to walk this world alone
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random day
uber freakin tired, runnin on 2 hrs of sleep. ryan let me sleep in band class. so comfy. series of dreams. 1 i remember like, it was takin place in band class, sorta like i was dreaming but in the dream i had never fallen asleep. so i couldnt rlly tell wth was goin on. anyway. hannah made me lay outside of the fleets office instead of in it for sum ( Read more... ) -
what
im better now with us being apart. we talk normally like friends. its wonderful. i like it alot. but now, i cant help but think soemthing else. she swore to me something, that there was nothing btw her n a guy named rw from northside. i look thru her comments, he leaves her alot. its clear he probably likes her. i mean who wouldnt? how anyone ( Read more... ) -
she loves me not
i hate wuts going on. i cant get her off my mind no matter wut i try. every little thing reminds me of her. life atm is like playing a game of russian rullet alone. only i lose. only i end up dead in the end. i act like nothing phases me, inside it kills me. what happened to the love u hear about, the love u c in movies, the happy ending to love ( Read more... ) -
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i cant help how i feel. i cant help how u do not feel. it tears away at my very being. it kills me inside and outside. im slowly withering away. i feel i cant be happy. not even when i try my best. should i be angry? i fear my being has corrupted u slightly. changed u, not for the best. i fear all those i touch or come into contact with become more ( Read more... ) -
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wut can i say. i miss her. more than anyone or anything. there isnt anything i wouldnt give to be with her again. to hold her again. to kiss her again. am i the only one with faith in us? am i the only one who can see progress in btw us? how can i understand any of this? how deeply i feel, i care, and i still need her, but she cant seem to feel the ( Read more... ) -
why
i feel the urge to keep my feelings. to want her. to need her. to pursue her. my first love. the one that cannot escape my mind. the person when i hear the word angel, she is all that comes to my mind. piercing eyes that can peer right into my very being, and give me a sense of happiness and warmth. a beauty unrivaled. a skin so soft, lips so ( Read more... ) -
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AnimeLord588 (5:53:56 PM): ANY trust i EVER had in u is gone ( Read more... )
