went to talk to the LADY today. shes nice. I have to see her again nextt week ( Read more... )

Brianna did well this year at christmas. She recieved an mp3 player..that only hold 60 songs. ha. A bag full of victoria secret lotion and bodywash and body spray. and a fucking toy called a Rubik's game cube...something about a stress reliever. only one was wrapped ( Read more... )

it christmas eve and im in the worst mood. im absolutly scared of life itself now that i saw how horrible it could be. im terrified of hospitals and terrified of people now that i went to ECMC and saw what it was like. holy fuck.

tahnks "friend" your the best. bullllllshitttttttttttttttttttt

Tonight was the worst experience of my life. I became a little restless when i was in a waiting room at the hospital for five fucking crazy boring hours. There was one good thing about my time there, and it was that my doctor was an arabian male with white pants. I was scared out of my mind though ( Read more... )

doctor toamrrow. get to talk to some lady sunday. im very excited. not.

im beginning to understand the meaning of distance.
like, youre close with someone, but latly they havent been right by your side.
sort of like, so close yet.. so far.
it kind of sucks.

choise of words are important. words are important. if they are meaningful enough, you ( Read more... )

so i said to myself, look on the bright side.. this is only killing me.

but on the down side, its killing me

I'm grounded for the rest of my life for losing something. My aunt took away my cell phone, the comouter (im sneaking on right now because im so bad ass) and im not aloud to go anywhere. There very strict. All i did was lose someething , and im grounded until i find it. Ive been looking for four days, with my luck, someone threw it out ( Read more... )

this sucks.

Well the air is cold, and im not so sure if youd call it snow,but thesrs white stuff on the grownd and December 21 (i think) is the very first day of it being officially winter. I love winter, it is by far the best season in the world. It practically turns dark in the after noon, and, well words cant explain, i just love it. I honestly wish it ( Read more... )

okay "friends" if you really feel the need to harass someone, pick another person than me. i have enough to go through right now thanks. and 'friends', just becuase i said that dont begin to think im hinting for attention. i just want you to, ill put it nicely, shut the fuck up and leave me the hell alone. id appreciate it alot. i want no pity ( Read more... )