I Just need to keep breathing right? i mean life.It should be easy, simple, and calm. just breath. well this is what my mother told me. It seems that life keeps running ahead of me, without telling me where the pot-holes are in the road. I manage to hit all of them and fuck myself over in the process. I feel like i crashed, like there is nothing ( Read more... )

one breath at a time right?

well, everyone on the island who wants me back there, you might just get your wish. i just found out from amie (the chick i was gonna house with over the summer) that we didnt get the apartment. we are both FUCKED. I might have no choice but to go back to the island.

So i'm actually up for my 9:30 class. And i actually did the reading for it. i didnt do my paper, but oh well, i'm gonna fail anyway. if i at least go to class, i'll feel a little better about it.

well, its been about time for an update i guess ( Read more... )

ok, so my last post was a little crazy, but i'm better today. i cannot remember what had me THAT pissed off at the world besides my period, but i was definatly mad. i spent the majority of the day pissed off in Ci and mary's room. ho hum. i'm up at 9:30 am bright eyed and bushy tailed, well, my hair is sticking straight up. well now its 10 and i ( Read more... )

yeha its been a while since my last update. i dont even really feel like doing this though. so i got $ and went shopping with kristy yesterday. i'm very proud because i bought only shit i needed! thats a first ( Read more... )

this is my pathetic atempt at an update. I was awakened at 10 am by a phone call. I cleaned the pit with kristy for the free booze i got yesterday. GROSS. there is a penny stuck in the carpet. I mean STUCK as in you cant really tell where the penny ends and the carpet begins. i also had to clean up puke. yeah THAT made my day! So anyway, then ( Read more... )

HA HA.... i somehow maganged to shove my rook back in today. it bled a little, but oh well, i'm gonna try real hard to heal it now, i missed it terribly when it was out!

so i took my rook out. i'm a little upset about it. there were two reasons i decided to take it out..... i cant have it in for rugby games and it was not healing. FUCK THIS because we dont even have enough people to play any games. I have real issues with all of the chicks who say they are going to show up but dont. So i may try and shove it back ( Read more... )