Is there a party that everyone was invited to but me?

Is everyone talking behind my back?

Not that I really care because everyone does it but seriously, it seems like I was the brunt of everyones jokes, the focus of unfocus.

I guess karma always comes around and kicks you in the ass.

Thanks karma.

I am your enemy.

Saosin tonight at the Roxy...

was the best fucking show ever. They played music you have never heard, and I almost died 3 times.

Thank you Boston.

A  little perspective and a dash of insight always helps out.

So does cafeene and nicotine. 

Today was not a good day for Polish people, at least...not me.

My trial and error has proven itself. More trial, more error.

Shit.

I thought that I was doing well. I am not naive, but I am aware of the little signs that come at you from time to time. I work and I play. I do my best at both (most days). Why then, must my intelligence, my work, and my way be undermined by someone younger, dumber, and who cares less, when I was the reason they were there in the first place. Why ( Read more... )

Deja Vu?

Purposeful? Planned?

Roll with it.

There are just certain things you never forget. Things meant to be remembered.

For everything else...fuck it.

You tried to keep it a secret.
But now the world's gonna know.
You tried for perfection.

But then oh, uh oh. Erection.

How can something so clear be hard to see?

How can something so warm turn cold in a flash?

A road paved with good intentions; in a desolate state of disrepair.

Sureal calm. Sudden urge to not have sudden urges. Deep black skys colored red and yellow. Cold wind as feathers in the warm breeze. A long drive in a short time.

At the bottom and looking up, it looks so far away and all you can think about is how long it will take. From the top, reflect on how well you traveled, and look forward to the next ( Read more... )