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[trinacria_vamp]

Why???? Maybe she was right, I'm afraid to love...but I know I'm right too...Every single person that I've loved (friend or something more)ends up hurting me...I thought they (some friends) were making me change my mind, but today I realized, that even they've showed me how much they love me, they are hurting me...and I know they don't intend to...

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[shadoweddreamer]

I feel the same way. I've been hurt too many times by people who claim to love me.
I've been afraid to even get into a situation where I could potentially fall in love. And I've missed out on something that could have been really good.
But I dont want to feel that pain of loss and let down again.

::hugs::

[trinacria_vamp]

Finally!!!!! someone who understands me...I was talking to my "friends" like 15 minutes ago, and they were all like..."What are you talking about? no one can hurt you if they say they love you".

How naive...to believe that people who have lived their whole life in a little pink casttle built only for them could understand...

Sometimes I feel that I'm not even one of them, we're so different, they don't know all I've gone through, they don't know how bad things can get...and yet they keep complaining about not getting permission for going to the cinema...

Well...thanks...it made me feel quite good...It really did...

If I could just have anyone near who could understand me as good as you do... ~sighs~

well...gotta go...hugs back

[shadoweddreamer]

yea. I'm lucky that my friends understand.
in February my boyfriend and i broke up.
If you ever want to talk about it, I'm always online. haha. Bluefaery21688 on AIM.
I know what your talking about.

[trinacria_vamp]

Thanks, I appreciate it...but don't you have any other way I can contact you? like mail or messenger? 'cause I don't know how to use aim, believe me...in mexico it's not really common, hehehe...

[exhalingblood]

Awwwww,hunny. I think I know what you mean. Well...I don't really know what to say. I hope everything works out for you!

[trinacria_vamp]

Thanks, I think...they are working out...Actually...Right about now I feel quite happy, I...just don't know what to say...I'm not even sure of why but in the end I think it all went better...well...see ya...and thanks:)