I'm learning about this life.
Each day, I see how difficult
the next is going to be.

One without confusion
is impossible.

A day out of the dark
is not to be found.

Giving up, however,
would be that much harder.

I need to feel your strength.

It's different than I thought it would be. Thought the change would be simple, but its proving to be more difficult than I want to believe. This, along with other inner conflicts has left me restless. I can keep telling myself I'm ok but then I hurt again. Looking in the mirror gets worse each time, wanting to pick up old habits, barely pulling ( Read more... )

Walking back to the building where it all began, my mind wanders in its usual manner but my thoughts always seem to form into a very Carrie Bradshaw manner. While she was concerned with the sexual status of the thriving island of Manhattan, mine are questions about life. I pose them to myself and instead of investigating or speaking to my three ( Read more... )

Does this mean I can't read Seventeen anymore?

Does this mean I need to be responsible?

Does this mean I'm completely independent?

Does this mean I have to grow up?

Or does it mean I've ended another fabulous year of my ever so wonderful life?

I pick option five.

I wanna be the girl with the golden eyes.
Be the one to change your life forever.

I'll find the light inside, just after I brush the dust away from them.

Let go.
Let be.
Let grow.

Amen.

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