i hate this. these dreams that wake me up and make me feel helpless.
and i know if i lay back down it will be there again. i shake and feel
sick. its in my head and it won't leave. make it stop!
i don't know how many more mornings i can stand to wake up like this.
my breath catches in my chest and i'm terrified to think.
here's to another day of
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