its been over two years since Uncle Pete died. it still hurts like it was yesterday. but i've been able to think of good times more and more. i've been able to hold back tears and smile at the times he made me laugh. there's so many things i wish that i could have  said to him. so many things i wish i had been able to share. *sigh* i just want to ( Read more... )

the weather is amazing!

well i'm on campus at Vanguard University. things have been a lil hectic and "sumer camp"ish. i wasn't fond of it. but now that classes have started i'm really enjoying myself. i love that some of the teachers start off with prayer. but all of them speak freely of the love of Jesus. its great. i've gotten to see Joss a lot too. more than i have in ( Read more... )

...i feel like i mite hurl. i shouldn't have eaten that watermellon....

yay...my hair is red again. i forgot how much i enjoyed dying my hair. very relaxing. maybe i'll start doing it more often again ( Read more... )

so i went to see "Napoleon Dynamite" with jen tonite. it was... different. as are all movies made by Mtv. lol. there were some definate funny parts and then some that just made me scratch my head. but good times ( Read more... )

so. today was just another MARVELOUS day *insert sarcasm here*. there was suppose to be a get together of people from work tonight. just to have a few laffs and so i could see everyone together one last time before i left. i was in charge of making reservations. sure no problem. i did. and as i'm getting there at the scheduled time, one by one ( Read more... )

my head hurts. it has been a lot lately. i have a lot that needs to be done before i leave in two weeks. TWO WEEKS. august 9th is going to come far too quickly for some people. those people that i've tried many times to hang out with. the people that have other pressing issues. thats fine. i totally understand having a busy life. heck, mine isn't a ( Read more... )

some days i just really want a hug. one that makes me feel all secure and not judged and uber loved. maybe one day...

the answer to your question is no.

i did see tony danza tho. that was the highlight of my day.

i don't understand how people live in NY. it sucks. except for central park.