I'm not pissed at you, Morgie. You're like impossible to be angry at, you never do hurtful things. I'm pissed off at the world, to be honest. So in a sense, I guess I'm pissed off at you, since you live in the world. I just have been getting REALLY drained and moody by the end of the day. Knowing and enduring two whole hours with Chris is unbearable because I have to feel the hurt for that length of time all at once. I'm sorry for being moody, you guys. But to see bright and happy faces from my viewpoint right now just makes me worse. I can't take part in it because I can't even pretend to be happy, so I feel left out. It's not your fault, (being happy,) but I just always feel abandoned by the ones I need when I need them. Then you guys get pissed off at me, or do stupid things. I'm not reacting well to anything I don't approve of right now, so cut me some slack.
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I'm sorry for being moody, you guys. But to see bright and happy faces from my viewpoint right now just makes me worse. I can't take part in it because I can't even pretend to be happy, so I feel left out. It's not your fault, (being happy,) but I just always feel abandoned by the ones I need when I need them.
Then you guys get pissed off at me, or do stupid things. I'm not reacting well to anything I don't approve of right now, so cut me some slack.
~DeePressed DeeDz signing off.
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