To kill the time I spend hovering at the computer about a foot and a half, respectively, from the phone trying to build the guts to make a phone call, I present: a story ( Read more... )

I've found that as much as listening to music helps you vent, finding a song that you can see yourself in and typing or writing out the lyrics is really relieving. Artists, poets, authors, and lyric-writers are so much more expressive than I could ever be. Why come up with your own words when they're right there for you? Try it sometime. It ( Read more... )

Something has been taken from deep inside of me ( Read more... )

As I said before, bipolar. So now my day is okay. Although my stomach really doesn't feel too hot right now, and I'm slightly worried about the tornado that's heading for my county, it's gonna be okay. I came home; my mom had made a huge chocolate cake, and she saw that i felt completely shitty and gave me a piece. Holy crap, was it good! I ( Read more... )

I'm losing my mind ( Read more... )

I can't really believe it. Do you ever have something happen to you and you feel like maybe you dreamed it? So I'm pathetic, so I went to Sentry and killed like literally twenty minutes talking on the phone to Kelly about *the thing* and after I checked out, turns out Andy was bagging in the lane next to me. Definitely hadn't seen that. So as I ( Read more... )

Now that I have checked to make sure there was no serial killer trying to break in, I am back. I have been playing with the look of my journal, because I have nothing else to do and I still really don't want to go back to cleaning ( Read more... )

I'm bored, and I really have nothing consciously to say. So I will try free association writing. Here goes ( Read more... )

I've been thinking today. Just some random crazy thoughts popped into my head. Most of these probably apply more to girls, but perhaps guys get them too ( Read more... )

My entries lately seem to have fallen into a pattern. One entry on emotional high, one entry on emotional low. Last entry was my emotional high. Now, I'm at the low ( Read more... )