The Endless Circle of Lost Hate & Friendship
1. Name/Nickname: Elisa. I have no nicknames in real life, but online they are Raiden and Beldarius, along with several different variations of them, like Rai, Rai-Rai, Beldi and Bel (I'm named Raiden and Beldarius everywhere, the variations are the nicks of my nicks. XD).
2. Age: 21.
3. Gender: Female.
4. Birthdate: 19/3/1988
5. Likes: Anime, manga, reading (mostly fantasy), writing, translating (poems and stuff), history, mythology (Greek, Norse, Egyptian, Japanese, Celtic), animals (wolves~), music (anything goes - classical, too. Beethoven FTW!), astrology, astronomy (sometimes I go out on winter nights and search for constellations), divination (I have a pack of tarot cards right here next to me), learning Japanese, my cat, peace (= not getting disturbed), searching for information about different subjects, finding names and their meanings from different countries (especially Celtic), autumn (I love the sound of rain, the beautiful colors of the leaves, the cool air and the windy days).
6. Dislikes: Writer's blocks, people who bully others, getting disturbed while I'm doing something, my parents ordering me around ("Clean that, do this, get off the computer now"), exercising (...as in sports), summer and winter (too hot and too cold!). Oh, and spring, too - allergies, see.
7. Strong Points: I have an exceptionally good memory; my IQ is 135 and I know a lot of stuff; my general knowledge is better than that of the adults in my neighborhood; I'm fairly good at writing (especially humorous); I'm also a very fast reader (I can tell if a page says something with only one glance); I'm very good and very fast at finding information (if you need something looked up in English or Finnish, you know who to turn to); I learn stuff fast (I learned to use the computer and Internet on my own, and I only have to look at a handbook once to learn how to do something and actually remember it...); and I have some linguistic skills (if I've never heard of a language before and see a word from that language, I can instinctively pronounce it right the first time); I can also predict things sometimes. I swear I can. (I predicted the American VA of Masaru aka Marcus from Digimon Savers. I said on the DATS Forums before the dub was announced that Quinton Flynn will probably voice him. XD And I also predicted the English name of Suguru - I said it would be either Stephen or Spencer. XD Go to AnimeNewsNetwork and see what happened!)
I've also been called "a Walking Wiki" and "a person with an information overload" on multiple occasions. But really, only a fraction of it is from my memory... the other part is just me being exceptionally fast at digging up the information I need.
Also, every time I notice someone being depressed around me, I try to say something along the lines of "Hey, everything's gonna be all right, just you wait.". A couple of years ago I even acted as a shrink for an online friend who was feeling totally in the dumps. He got better after talking with me for a couple of days.
8. Weak Points: I'm lazy - but the funny thing is, at the same time I get bored/depressed really easily if I don't have something to do; I procrastinate (A LOT - and tick off my parents by doing that); I can't draw for the life of me... or sing (I want to be able to do both! ;___; ); my tendency to ramble; I'm also quite shy (mostly in real life); I can't really give critique about anything (it's bad, I swear - I'm afraid I might offend someone if I did. ...Really, there is something as being "too polite"); I'm rather antisocial, in the sense that I'd rather be alone than get into town with my friends; and as I said before, I get really annoyed if my peace is disturbed (tending to snap "What now?" at my Mom if she opens the door of my room)... I guess my temper is a bit short at home. XD; I nearly always underestimate myself and my abilities - negative version of modesty, anyone?; I lack ambition so much it isn't even funny, my self-confidence isn't one of my strong points... and I don't really take care of myself well enough (my Mom tells me to go out more. XD).
...I haven't had any self-destructive thoughts, even with my confidence level - and no, it's got nothing to do with being scared of dying... death doesn't bother me. In fact, my emotions are a bit... not there. My sister was killed a year and a half ago, but I didn't (and still don't) feel sad or shocked at the news. Honestly, my lack of emotion scares me sometimes...
(What the heck, the list of my worst traits is longer than the list of good ones.)
9. Talents: See "Strong points".
10. Hobbies: See "Likes".
11. What's your personality in three to six words: Intelligent, polite, helpful, cold, foulmouthed, shy.
12. Favorite Color: White, black, green, blue, silver, purple.
13. Image Color: Hm... er. Does that mean IMAGE color or the color you wear? ...Since when I wear something, my Mom tells me I look best with blues and greens and all types of bright colors. I like black and white myself. :/
14. Favorite Animal: Would be wolves, dogs, cats, foxes, deer and several mythical critters (especially the peryton).
15. Favorite Food: Any seafood will do.
16. Favorite Quote: "As long as you know who you are, does it really matter what other people think about you?" (this is from David Eddings' fantasy series).
17. Personal Motto: "Being emotional does not suit me."
18. Night or Day? Night, definitely night. You could call me a night owl. XD I feel more energetic at night than during the day.
19. Favorite Trinity Blood Character and why: Tres Iqus. ...And... um. I have no idea why. o_O I guess it's because of how funny I find his reactions to different things and how cute he is in the manga. XD
20. Least Favorite Trinity Blood Character and why: Dietrich. He scares me. He's the creepiest anime/manga character I've ever seen. And that includes Mayuri Kurotsuchi from Bleach.
21. Are you Mature or Immature: I'm more mature - but my Mom tells me I'm more childish. (...Being obsessed with anime and manga doesn't make you childish, does it? -___-)
22. Are you a Leader or Follower: Neither. I hate telling people what to do (has to do with that "not offending people" -thing) and I don't really like to take orders, either. So I guess I'm more of an outsider/loner.
23. Are you Optimistic or Pessimistic: Um... my Mom calls me pessimistic, but I see myself as a realist. XD
24. Are you Outgoing or Shy: More shy than outgoing (I hate talking on the phone, talking to strangers and partying).
25. Include a picture or describe yourself:
http://i44.photobucket.com/albums/f13/DeltaSilver88/HPIM1121.jpg
http://i44.photobucket.com/albums/f13/DeltaSilver88/HPIM1192.jpg
http://i44.photobucket.com/albums/f13/DeltaSilver88/Motivator%20pics/motivator9073386.jpg
...Never mind that third one.
26. Anything else:
I guess I'm modest (my self-confidence is nearly minus-marked), my energy level is moderate/high (I can stay up for a whole day, a night and another day before I start to feel sleepy and go to bed, so about 36 hours) and I want to become a library assistant.
..When I joined a forum called "SaintSeiyaFan", I also noticed things about myself I hadn't thought of before. ...I'm a (not-so) closet sadist, I have a slightly (...slightly!?) dirty mindset/imagination and a twisted and perverted sense of humor. XD
Listener or Speaker?: ...Both. If I don't know somebody and if I don't have anything to say, I will listen. Though if I have a subject to talk about and I know the person, I can rant for quite a while.
Fun or Business?: :/ Dunno really. Maybe fun? XD I don't like to do school assignments and would much prefer to spend my day on the Internet instead. ...But when it comes to stuff I like (like English, astrology, Japanese, etc.), I can study/work very hard.
27. Please link the 3 people you voted for here as proof:
http://community.livejournal.com/trinity_rating/36200.html#cutid1
http://community.livejournal.com/trinity_rating/35987.html#cutid1
http://community.livejournal.com/trinity_rating/35831.html#cutid1