Comments | trinity_taylor: Been a long time gone....

trinity_taylor

Been a long time gone....

Jan 22, 2006 16:17

Hello hello hello ... it has been a long time since i actually wrote and entry more than just a few words... to day has just been BLAH i just now got out of bed for real and have done nothing but watch TV all day .. josh went to his moms and had a huge fight and missed the time for him to put in job apps... and hes not in a good mood.. like normal ( Read more... )

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wow..... kuntryqueen January 22 2006, 23:00:52 UTC

you just described me and ricky. lol i work days and he is training nights and gets home bout 1145 and i wanna be in bed so i can get up and go to work .. he stays ill alot.. he doesn't want to do anything... he wont come along with me and my friends... he wont make his own.. just wants me to be home all tha time!!!!! hell i want a life. i am not a homebody. its not healthy to sit home all the time and just be with your partner.. gotta have a life outside of that. any way just wanted to tell ya i feel ya.. then again you have heard all this in person lol love ya!

Re: wow..... trinity_taylor January 23 2006, 08:33:44 UTC

Well I love joshua.. he doesnt not want me to do things .. hes just soo tired all the time and ill because he is tired... i know things are good w/ us i just wish for his sake he wouldnt stress and get in moods so easy.. good luck w/ u and ricky

Re: wow..... kuntryqueen January 23 2006, 19:57:53 UTC

yeah me too. ricky needs to accept the fact that i can't change our schedules and he needs to wait things out and quit stressin so much when we can't be together and expect me to sit home every sat and sun and do nothing with my friends when that is the only two days off i have a week too. we can do things together with our friends but he doesn't want that he wants to be alone with me and me only when we actually have time to spend together.. which is only on sat and sunday. uggh...... oh well when he finishes training he is suppose to be working 7 to 330 mon through fri and be off sat and sunday so maybe his new schedule will allow us to be together more during the week and he wont be so ill and stressed all the time because i wanna do something besides sit home on the weekends. love ya!

Re: wow..... trinity_taylor January 23 2006, 22:20:23 UTC

i agree w/ u on the fact that you shouldnt be expected to sit at home all the time .. but on the same note.....I LOVE MY FRIENDS.. but joshua is my b/f.. my soulmate and oneday my husband! He comes first and I would much rather spend those two days a week off w/ him than w/ anyone on this earth! Thats a relationship.. once you are in one... you dont have all the freedoms that u do when u have no one unless you just arnt serious about them because ur not just chris anymore... you are chris and ricky... he is ur b/f and ur his.. he should come first and ur friends second.... because thats what a relationship is... just a thought

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ryansboy January 23 2006, 22:44:22 UTC

our relationship is not like yours and ricky's at all. i have heard you complain several times about numerous things he does and you do to get on each others nerves. well that is life and a relationship. but i have never told ryan we cant hang out ith friends EVER! i love our friends and whatever ryan wants to do and i want to do is COMPROMISED> look it up! a relationship is two people, not one. so get over trying to live as a single guy and start acting like ricky's feelings matter. dont compare my and ryan's relationship to anyone's! it is ours, unlike anything else.

........ kuntryqueen January 24 2006, 00:22:45 UTC

ofcourse we get on EACH OTHERS NERVES...that happens in any relationship.. I know that. and I didn't say you told ryan you guys couldn't hang out with his friends.. where are you getting that at? I don't have to look up the meaning of compromise either.. are ya forgetting that he should compromise for me too? I am not trying to live as a single person either lol rickys feelings do matter and so does mine!he should compromise for me also.. you don't even know him to defend him like that josh.. i don't know why your tryin to lash at me.. no your relationship with ryan isn't detail to detail like mine and rickys but every relationship has its similarities that is all i was implying. ryan said you were ill alot and so is ricky.. SIMILARITY>look it up ;) No offense was intended i was just tryin to let ryan know basically i could relate to his feelings about you being ill because i am his friend and friends let each other know that they understand what each other are going through. If peoples friendly responses to what he posts about on ( ... )

ryansboy January 24 2006, 04:06:29 UTC

i just dont think you should try and make it all out to be that bad. relationships take time and a lot of compromise(from both partners- you are right) no i dont know ricky, and quite honestly i dont understand why he doesnt want to go out with u and your friends. ryan and i both agree to do those things bc we like to. maybe you and ricky should have a talk about why he doesnt want to. maybe he is uncomfortable with your friends. and i dont know him well enough bc he hasnt come around. i bet you know more about me than i do him. well anyway, i was just a little frustrated about the first comment bc i dont think that sounds like me. sorry if it sounded so crazy. yes i suppose that does show my ill side!!

haha kuntryqueen January 24 2006, 04:29:06 UTC

yeah you sounded kinda ill.. its cool i still love ya..I don't really understand why ricky is so antisocial.. i have always thought that maybe its because everyone he has met has been through me..like all my friends becoming his.. i have even encouraged him to make friends and feel free to do things with them if he wants but he just doesn't seem to want to do that. i am thinkin maybe its deeper issues with him that he just wont talk about with me or confront with himself. relationships are always gonna have complications though i totally understand that.. i know he would be so much more happy if he would make friends and do things you know? hell he is with me every chance he gets.. no damn wonder he is ill hahahahaha.... its cool josh! love ya