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[trinitydenied]

Many times I find myself wandering through my own home of 21 out of my 22 years, staring out the window, looking myself in the face, commenting to myself outloud. I never need to start and wonder what I am doing because I know there is no answer, except that these actions although performed fully concious are empty. I wonder lost in my own home, in

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[anonymous]

rotfl.... Ppl have the opprutunity to make their life what they want it , to make it as happy or as sad as they wand.. you seem to prefer the latter..Wallowing in self pity cause you like it , or you feel it gives you attention , or some false sense of mystery. well all i have to say is stfu cause nobody cares , either kill yourself , or stand up and stop crying like a little girl on your livejournal.. chau , =) Roberto

[trinitydenied]

You only have a certain degree, as I had said already in this post, of control over your life. Basically I have already responded a thousand fold to everything you've said with my orignal post already, so I dont know why I even allow this response. Except that I dont want to allow you to think that you got away with or had said anything clever in response. Do you think that I would rather live this way and I prefer it, I knew idiots would categorize me in the starving for attention category without delving any deeper. Like I said if I could lie to myself or live in ignorance I would join your ranks and live whichever happy existance you supposedly are living since you have all the answers right? Tell me though smart ass, how do I make myself happy or sad at will which is what you imply by what you say? If I had to but think the right idea(s) to make myself happy oh what a world it would be. I believe everyone who was afflicted by disease or tragedy would jump right on your bandwagon and start thinking positive and all their problems