I must do this before I die...

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I cant say I know why exactly, I seem to go through periods of time when I in my mind(alone?) feel as if things are progressing or heading in a forward motion in some rather small trivial way. I do take satisfaction in these times, as much as I can, all seems to be more relaxed and life possibly a little sweeter for however long it lasts. ( Read more... )

i want to know
if she´s worth
for me to live
on this world
i want to know
i want to go
and say goodbye
i want to die
don´t want to live
don´t want to live
don´t want to live
don´t want to live
i want to go
i want to die
i want to go
i want to die
die
die
save me

Suicide Commando - Save Me

...and the one who thought she had it all, realized there was more in this world during absence....though she cried for what she once had...she could no longer let go of this freedom, seems there is much more than was realized...and importance lessened and faded in time...what was once so sacred became something easily dismissed...the strength that ( Read more... )

lips of betrayal, an offering of a judas kiss...a hunger that goes still unsatisfied...the days and hours pass me over...I wish I could command such feeling, hold such power, provoke such...temptation

..meaning came and went from my life on a weekly basis, it was once this way before...now to be relived once again...I came home to an empty room, a room which we lived in...but only a vacation spot as of late, a place to indulge my fantasy of happiness and commitment....but now its vacancy, its silent empty reminder of life how it truely is. ( Read more... )

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"Every actor dreams about playing a double role. Being good during the day, having a nice job at a bank then at midnight you put a tuxedo on and kill some prostitutes. It’s great." - Udo Kier

...they act as if they were warriors...are we at war, of course we are...no doubt in that...have they ever fought, fought through anything..anything at all...the lines are scattered, no union exists...brotherhood is an idea only...we exist in small groups...beyond that at war with ourselves and eachother...our common enemy will not unify us...it in ( Read more... )

Gods were watching in the distance ( Read more... )