i'm in a way better mood today. i dont know what my issue was yesterday but jeeze ( Read more... )

why am i feeling so shitty today??

i dont understand anything sometimes. things go so well, you think that its all ok, then something stupid happens. its just dumb little things, but honestly those upset me the most. its not easy for me to have faith in this, theres been a lot of ups and downs. now that its an up, i'm gettin scared its going to crash back down. gimme something to ( Read more... )

oh ya, and i'm going to be in phoenix for a few days, so i wont be here.... obviously

simply put, i'm going to be a mom

all my sadness and hurt only turns to anger ( Read more... )

seriously lost.... again

why do i feel like i have to walk on eggshells around you? i feel that if you do something that irritates me, that i shouldnt say anything about because i know it will start a fight, and i think that you'll leave. i dont like keeping stuff inside, or pullin away from you, but sometimes i dont know what to do. sometimes it feels like it doesnt ( Read more... )

sometimes i still lose hope. in everything. i'm begining to feel numb to everyone around me. its starting to feel normal for me, again. i dont want to be who i was before, but i'm heading that way....

bored suckas
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