7 days till ehhh.. as it gets closer i cant help but to think about it more and more.. i need to get out of the house, and get this off my mind.

but only 5 more days till we get fuck up with our kewl ass friends.. and celebrate little ally kitten turning 16 awh!!

now i shall try to sleep.
<3 jazmine

ehh 8 more days.. im kinda scared :/

ok soo last night was THEE GREATEST NIGHT ( Read more... )

Soo this is the way it's gona be.. and i'm fine with it.
all i wanted is you to be happy.. soo if your happier with out me then its better this way... and im sorry 4 everything i did and didnt do.

im finally goin out. i really need to get outa this house.
i just hope i have an ok time.
<3 jazmine

I don't see the point in trying.. and yet I'm stupid enough to continue.. AHHH I dunno..

Today I actually got up and got around.. Today was like the first day in a week.

Ohh yea and yesteray I went to the doctors, and I know some things that are wronge with me.. but I have to go back in like two weeks to get blood work done.

can't sleep..
my back hurts.

..tonight i..
walked ally and rela to the bus stop twice.. bastards :)
the second waited their 4 soooooo long, but the bus never came.. which meant when i got home ross was already asleep soo i didnt get to talk to him :(
then i sat my fat ass on the computer and just talked up a storm to hilary and jenna (whom i love. and im sorry still)
while ( Read more... )

i am totally and completely in love with MY ROSS!!

we now have a 3-some of best friends...
i love you ally and rachel!!

today ross came over and brought me a "kiss me i'm a pirate" shirt. and then he took me to del taco and bought me food.
god he is just too great!
<3 jazmine