If I ever get married (first time doesn't count because I was 18 and a fucking moron) this song will be played at some point in my wedding. I mean I'm not some psycho that plans the whole shit out before there's even a thought of it, I just know this song hits a lot of nails on the head for shit I like songs to say.
You are like a secret garden
as I ( Read more... )

I fell into a burning ring of fire.

I want to go to the damned mall but everyone is either
A: working.
B: hungover
Or C: too motherfucking far. This is you Justin.

Whateverrrrrr.

Elliot's dad stopped being a bipolar shit licker. We start a new custody thing today. 7 days on 7 days off. When he comes and picks Elliot up today I won't have him again ( Read more... )

So today started off well, Elliot and I stayed the night at my friend David's. Elliot and his girls were cute playing together. I'm glad Elliot isn't a little mean one like I thought he was going to be.

Anyway, on the way home from there I had to drop off Elliot at his dads because I have to work in a few. Well we got into it of course because we ( Read more... )

Sometimes the road is crystal
And sometimes I feel like I'm losing my mind
Tell me what it is what you think you're missing
And I will see what I can find

You want to be so sure of
Every step you take
You cant always know what's coming
You cant always trust the twist of fate

Oh my love my heart is set on you, set on you
Oh my love my heart is set on you, ( Read more... )

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It's about time that I came clean with you
No longer fine, I'm no longer running smooth
I thought that I found myself under something new
Just one more line I repeat over and over again
'Till I'm blue in the face with a choking regret
Because I talk in circles 'round you on my bed
Can't say I blame you one bit when you kept it all inside
When you left ( Read more... )

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So, this weekend was pretty eventful. Justin came down on Friday and rode with me to get Emily from Jasper. That took for fucking ever. I let Emily take my car out that night, thankfully everything went alright with that. Justin and I were going to walk to Orr park but we didn't. We looked at old pictures and just hung out. Good times for sure.

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I'm procrastinating on getting ready for work.

Must. Finish. Organizing. House. Before. Tomorrow.

Which means.
I have to do it tonight.
I just get to looking through shit and I don't get near as much done.
Like last night I found a bunch of pictures from my childhood and when my parents were teenagers. I spent like 30 minutes or so looking at them ( Read more... )

So Emily got her drivers license today. I can't believe she's 16 and a legal driver. I feel so old. She's the same age I was when I started this journal. I can't believe she's at that point in her life. Weird.
I'm in a weird ass mood. I'm not sure why or whatever. Everything is annoying the fuck out of me today. I also have a wicked headache from ( Read more... )