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[tripnip]

lately i've felt like complete shit. like i'll be stuck in this rut for all time. dont work in production jobs like at factories. youre liable to never quit and stay there the rest of your life. im really hoping i can find the drive to get my shit going with school again. i still have no idea what i really want to do in life that i could get out

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[ex_regis]

i understand the 5 nights off, two nights on thing completely. portsmouth is far far away from nashua.

[tripnip]

yeah it sucks. how long have you and sean been going out? i had no idea you lived outside of nashua.

[ex_regis]

weve been going out for around 8 months. i used to live in manchester, i lived in durham when we started going out [going to school at UNH] and then after school i moved to portsmouth for the year. haha people mistake me for local all the time because it seems like i am here so much.

[tripnip]

thats cool. i went to unh durham for a year, but got suspended due to lack of interest/motivation. but yeah, i just always heard that you were friends with "so and so", or going out with "this guy", so i assumed you were a nashua kid. now i know better.

[psilovepink]

we will be fine.
and it is just getting good,
and it will get better & better.

i promise.
don't be sad anymore.

i love you.

[tripnip]

i hope so.

i love you too.

[tripnip]

anddddd i miss you. you need to come down this weekend. its imperative. not im-PEAR-ative, because that would be fruitfully flabbergasting. i own tia and tamara the famous twins.

just get down hereeee.

[psilovepink]

you put way too much effort into these comments, jeffrey.

haha but you make me laugh.
i miss you more than everrrr.

[park_life]

masturbate constantly. it will cheer you up.

and me.

motherfucker.

[tripnip]

man i'll jerk you off like a monkey on crack-a-dizzle

heeey

[snakeeyes5]

If there is one thing that you should know it is that I understand what constant fighting is all about when it comes to a relationship. Once you start, its like you never stop and it SUcKs! I wish I had a magic cure to mail to you, in some powdery form like anthrax, except a kind that would be like happy dust instead of make me ill dust. I dont know... I guess you have to see what it is that you are fighting about and then kind of just figure out if the issues are actually related to your relationship. My fights were based around the problems of my relationship, but it sounds more like you guys are stressed the hell out and you use eachother as an outlet for frustration... like a punching bad only your voice is your fist. That is so destructive to a relationship too... i mean look at punching bags... they turn to shit after a while and need to be replaced. Im sure you cant go to the store and buy a new jamie... so my advice... take care of the jamie you have now while you have the chance, and she needs to do the same. Otherwise it

Re: heeey

[tripnip]

thanks for the advice. we definitely take shit out on each other, but youre right we have to find other ways of de-stressing.

on the school thing, youre at least getting it done and out of the way, which looking back i wish i had just kept going with it because its sad to see that everyone in my classes back then are gonna be seniors this year. but if i didnt leave school i probably never would have met jamie. and i would have gone insane if i was there for any longer, in durham. you'll figure things out, just like i EVENTUALLY will. your advice really helped. thanks again.

-Jeff