man ive spent like all last night and today on the phone with autumn and when i wasnt on the phone with her i was sleeping. i got off of the phone with dave like an hour ago, were supposed to hit it to tampa. ive got a fucking headache.

damn shit fuck what, cursing doesnt make me an adult. i talked to cunt last and that was very much fun i was sad when she had to go. woke up this morning for absolutely no reason so it seems. i had nothing to do all day, i actually watched some daytime shows and i cant remember totally, but i think i also watched a soap, but that could have been ( Read more... )

folding love letters
carefully placing them
in a box underneath my bed
when i drink i read over them
im much stronger than i was when i knew her

im going to be making friends only posts from now on. if you would like to be added feel free to comment.

ive gone crazy with my hair!

if you want me back your going to have to ask, nicer than that!

i went to a record store in fort myers. i was walking around with no intent to actually buy any of the what i considered to be overly priced cd's, and remembered a video that i saw on television, wich had the most creative performing that i had seen in a video for any ( not to sound racist or be politically incorrect ) black performing artist. i ( Read more... )

im falling in love with the modernization of music, yes i do believe i am. i think that im actually maturing faster than music is. how wow is that, me maturing. well ill tell you its pretty damn wow. im a bit curious as to if any of the music i listen to has to do with my baddass attitude. i cant say that i dont like it, but i think that it is ( Read more... )

its about time that someone said something abou tthe way i feel about brittaney and what is going on. i cant say that it is at all what i wanted, but i feel that it was definatly what had to happen. i couldnt be wanting to be with her anymore and if i go around her right now that is all im going to want, her. i dont need that it in my life right ( Read more... )

yesterday i hung out with jessa, nate, and some other folk at some old folks homes. and after that i had some taco bell, and then headed over to amandas house and played pac-man and sat and hung out with her for a while and then i went back to my house watched the boob tube and fell asleep on the couch. and now im awake and i have to clean up the ( Read more... )