I'm leaving for Georgia today. My 7:40 flight was cancelled so now it leaves at 11:55. Damn airports. Oh well. I don't think I will have much internet access down there. Or phone use. It's going to suck, but I will survive. I need a cigarette too. I need a lot of things. Oh well, I will survive. Anyways, I have to finish packing. Later ( Read more... )

Wow last night was so crazy. I had this one huge long dream. Fell asleep and had the same dream forever. If I was to write it all down, it would take hours to read. But the dream was such bliss, at first I was in the ocean, surrounded by people loved me, then I got out and was in the forest, and I was dancing in around with mythological ( Read more... )

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Well today has been boring beyond tears. I got the cell phone shit straightend out, and I can't change plans, because I only have 11 days left on this contract, and I will be in GA when I can actually get a BETTER plan. So while I'm in GA, I can only talk 11 minutes, each day, night and weekends. Wow. Do you know how much that sucks? I'll ( Read more... )

Hahahahahaha, he thought I was talking about him...hahahaha. Sorry, that cracks me up. Moving on...saw Kelseys ex. today. Broke my heart. ::Tear Tear:: I've come to the conclusion, with help from others, that I am going to name all my children names of Final Fantasy Characters. And I'll even name the family dog Red 13. :) I was thinking in ( Read more... )

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Today sucked, I'm almost out of cigarettes. Oh well, I'll get a new pack. Eventually. I'm tired. I should take a nap. I had a lot of chores to do. Bambi never called me back, guess he didn't want to hang out. Great friends. Oh well. Well I'm just bored. Blah. I should go find all my stuff so I can get my permit tommorow. Grr. Oh well, ( Read more... )

Today sucked. I slept, woke up had a cigarette, slept more, woke up had a cigarette, then went back to sleep. Did this about 6 times. Fun fun. Not in the greatest of moods, just sick of shit. It sucks because I can't call Hector, seems like he could be my last life line. Maybe he should call me. When will that ever happen? Fuck it, I'm ( Read more... )

Life fell apart. I fucked up everything. I have never seen anyone want to hang up with me so bad when I am this depressed. Well fuck you too, I am so tired of trying. I need someone to talk to and you won't listen. You were the last person too. Well guess what, I so fucking tired of hurting. You hurt to? Good for you. Will you at least ( Read more... )