when my prayers don't work i use my hands.

[trippypeas]

I'm just super fucking sad. I was having such a good day and then it just got ruined. I can't stop crying and cleaning. Because when i'm upset i clean.

I'm not crazy. and i'm not a bitch. and i don't have to apologize for how i feel about anything.

SO IT GOES WITH OUT SAYING, I'M TAKING APPLICATIONS FOR NEW FRIENDS. ANYONE WANT TO BE FRIENDS WITH

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[visiblemarket]

:(

What happened?

[trippypeas]

THERE WAS AN INCIDENT A COUPLE OF MONTHS BACK
i was drunk and i jokingly punched my friend's boyfriend in the crotch. he slapped me in the face. we apologized to each other and i took a step back from them.

i don't feel super comfortable around him and when his friend asked what happened i told him and i said it wasn't a big deal but i wasn't super comfortable around him anymore. then the friend CUSSED ME OUT. And gave me some shit about butting into their relationship.

I called my friend and she said he was crazy and uncalled for and that i wasn't in the wrong and that i hadn't been bothering them

then today my close friend tried to start shit with me saying that i was over reacting and that i was ridiculous and i was like YOU DON'T GET TO TELL ME HOW I FEEL. And he started yelling so i hung up on him

[visiblemarket]

I'm so sorry. Maybe you all just need a little time apart to figure stuff out, but you definitely don't need to spend time around people who make you uncomfortable and anyone who doesn't get that should just shut up.

[trippypeas]

WHY IS IT THAT SO HARD? i was even like, if its a group event i can manage that. but not like one on one or small groups. jesus christ.

[c_quinn]

I'm sorry you're having a difficult time with your friends right now. You are not crazy; you are not out of line; and you don't have to make excuses for feeling the way you do. Anyone who tries to convince you otherwise is not worth your concern.

[trippypeas]

Thanks. I know I'm in the right about this but it hurts that this shit is getting thrown at me.

I sort of want to go on a punching spree. BUT THAT'S WHAT GOT US IN TROUBLE IN THE FIRST PLACE.

[c_quinn]

Sometimes situations get blown out of proportion. It seems like that's what is happening with your friends: their reactions are extreme and you're having to deal with the fall-out. Just remember that you are in the right and they'll eventually calm down and recognize this.

[trippypeas]

the worst part is this happened months ago! it would maybe make sense if this happened right after. but i haven't talked to anyone about this since then so I just got surprised attacked.

they better feel like assholes about this. or i won't even show up to their funerals out of southern courtesy.