why are boyfriends so difficult? sometimes i feel as though i am banging my head against a brick wall with him. he ALWAYS accuses me of being dramatic.. about nothing! when i ask him what i am being dramatic about, he is not forthcoming with the information.. so how can i curb this supposed behaviour ( Read more... )

words can't begin to describe how i feel. yuck is one. i hate coming down alone. i feel a total fool for thinking he'd choose me over tim. a complete ass. i went up to him towards the end and let him know i was still there, and then fiona came and attacked me and he left. with tim. he didn't let me know.. i am so fucking sick of empty promises. he ( Read more... )

i just don't care anymore
fuck them all

just a heads up for anyone thinking of seeing pirates of the carribean 3.. it is almost 3 hours of torturous lame humour and thin plot lines. even johnny depp cannot save it ( Read more... )

LiFe ExPerIences..... (x) = yes, and ( ) = no ( Read more... )

the prospect of aging is getting me down. another birthday, another year wasted. i'm not afraid of what the future holds, but i am sad for what i have lost. friends, who i will never see again. pia, ingrit, geni. friends who are slipping, or have already slipped away.. jenna, sarah, tania, erin. people around me seem to have friends have been with ( Read more... )

klute was awesome, although i have a lot of black spots so i can't exactly remember huge amounts of the night. i still feel like shit strangely, and it couldn't possibly be the e. it's been 5 friggen days! luckily i didn't have an emo come down day like i was expecting, just been really, ridiculously tired. i'm feeling a bit better today though. ( Read more... )

i feel different being with him. i wasn't excited about him getting back.. he seems more excited about his computer and tim coming home ( Read more... )

only two more sleeps til rich is back. it fucks me off that he can't even be bothered calling me. he shouldn't make promises he doesn't intend to keep.. but he does all the time. not long til our birthday. i'm really not looking forward to it. i can definitely say that i am not enjoying getting older. i wanted to be a teenager forever. i still do. ( Read more... )

yesterday was definitely one of the most emotional days i've had in a long time. perhaps i am really upset that i won't be with rich for a week. i cried yesterday morning in my car after i said goodbye to him. then when mum got home last night she just went nuts and was a total bitch to me and made me really upset.. i called rich and left him a ( Read more... )