today rich was looking through his previously visited websites and accidentally clicked on worldsex.com. i'm not sure he knows i saw it.. but i feel weird ( Read more... )

some guy died at pendulum on saturday.. i was there. not freaked out though. it's just really sad. the first death at the ministry ( Read more... )

i cannot wait for the end of my working week tomorrow. and i reallly can't wait to stay with my bub tomorrow night! :D trip-tastic.
i am very sleepy and weighed down by a fluff ball <3

1) Something that I recently changed was ( Read more... )

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1. What did you do in 2006 that you'd never done before? took acid ( Read more... )

i was having such a great week.. and now i'm sad again. i'm sick of it ( Read more... )

1.What color is your bra?
black and blue

2. Do you ever lie about your age?
no.. although i probably will when i get older

3. Do you prefer "sensitive boys" or "tough guys"?
a bit of both. like rich <3 ( Read more... )

3 Things You Like About Yourself ( Read more... )

as much as i love drugs, i think they're not doing anything too great for my mind. like bzp... makes me really emotional and up and down. so does marijuana. after smoking pot, my highs and lows are astounding, and frustrating. sometimes i really don't feel like smoking, but rich insists. sometimes it seems like he does it to calm me down, or sedate ( Read more... )