on this journey toooo theee paaaast
i love love love Anastacia!!!!
i had forgotten how great that movie was!
im buying it soon!
[[Name]] phaicia
[[age]] 21
[[birthdate]] 03/13/1981
[[birthplace]] Rock Hill, SC
[[place of residence]] see above
[[sexual orientation]] whacha got?
DRUGS...
[[have you ever used drugs]] yea
----if no
------[[why not]] -----
------[[what is your opinion of people who use]] -----
------[[do you think you will ever try drugs]] -----
------[[if so, what]] -----
------[[do any of your friends use]] -----
------[[what don't you like about drugs]] -----
------[[what is your opinion on legalizing drugs]] -----
[[do you currently use drugs]] yea sure
----if yes
------[[what have you tried]] weed, X, acid, shrooms, peyote ,dxm, coke, meth, various pills
------[[what have you used in the last 6 months]] weed, x, various pills, dxm, mescaline
------[[are there any drugs you will never try]] heroin, crack
------[[any drugs you still want to do]] nah
------[[drugs you stopped doing and why]] meth, um the state forced me? coke, i dont like it.
------[[how often do you use]] at the occasional party
------[[what is your drug of choice]] YOUR prescription pills
------[[why do you do drugs]] at times they are fun
------[[do you ever do drugs alone]] yea
------[[your fave thing(s) to do while on drugs]] be loud and silly with my friends, dance, chill.
------[[do you think you are an addict]] no. not anymore.
------[[do you ever want to stop]] tha day after partying too hard.
------[[what do you like about drugs]] its a nice little escape for a little while.
------[[what is your opinion on legalizing drugs]] people have the right to fuck up their own bodies (what pixi said)
NAME
[[5 positive things about yourself]]
i have cute clothes
my sense of humour, im so damn funny!
unique personality
im that good kind of lame
(i cant name anymore, guess im not all that great huh?)
[[5 negative things about yourself]]
--too damn nice, i let people take advantage of me
--random bitchyness
--procrastinator/slack
--low selfesteem
--too trusting
[[5 things about society you would like to change]]
{1} rascism
{2} homophobic people
{3} organized religions
{4} the way its acceptable to force certain beliefs on those in public schools (science vs god, practicing safe sex vs abstinence, etc...)
{5} fuck taxes yo
[[5 things you think are overrated]]
{1} this new punk fad thing (i soooo agree with pixi)
{2} im a raver! im a raver! im a raver!
{3} money
{4} love
{5} that whole college degree nonsense ;)
[[5 things that annoy you]]
{1} punker/raver then thou
{2} working for shitty pay
{3} getting up before noon
{4} my lack of a life
{5} me, myself, I
[[5 favorite activities]]
{1} partying
{2} listening to good music
{3} sleeping
{4} being with my friends
{5} surfing that gosh darn WWW, lol
[[5 movies you think everyone should see at least once]] (you should all know this is hard at hell for me)
{1} Empire Records
{2} The Breakfast Club
{3} Ghost World
{4} anything Kevin Smith had anything to do with (i know i know i cheated, shush)
{5} Foxfire
[[5 bands/singers you like]]
{1} NIRVANA!
{2} Tori Amos
{3} Staind
{4} Bob Marley
{5} Janis Joplin
[[5 things you do every day]]
{1} wake up (unfortunatly)
{2} internet/LJ
{3} lately? cry
{4} watch Buffy, i have: 4 chances Mon,Weds,Thurs,Fri. 5 chnaces on Tues. 1 on Sat and 2 on Sun. . . neeless to say, i see it at least once a day.
{5} talk to myself, get mad at myself, get sad with myself
[[5 things you wouldn't want to live without]]
{1} my friends
{2} pink lemonade
{3} music
{4} sleep
{5} tv
BELIEFS...
[[do you believe in god]] not really, no
[[do you have a religion]] nope
[[do you believe in witchcraft]] kinds.
[[do you believe in a sixth sense *ESP, etc*]] yea
[[do you believe in ghosts]] yea
[[do you believe in reincarnation]] yea
[[do you believe in heaven/hell]] i believe in those things to a degree
[[do you believe there is life after death in any form]] yea
[[do you believe there is meaning to life]] nope, we are here for somebodys amusement
[[do you believe in fate *that things happen for a reason, etc*]] yea, and usually its bad things that happen to me, yet i still believe they all happen for a reason
[[do you believe in love at first sight]] nah, but hey, i dont believe in love period
MORE USELESS QUESTIONS...
[[if you were going to commit suicide, how would you do it]] i have no desire to even think about that ever again.
[[what is one thing that would make you want to die]] loosing my mom, friends and sister (SHEESH, i just got teary, im so lame)
[[could you ever kill someone if they made you angry enough]] i dont think so
[[do you love your family]] yes
[[are you close-minded]] no, not at all
[[are you selfish]] yea, somewhat.
[[do you have good self-esteem]] not at all
[[have you ever self-injured]] yea
----if so
------[[why]] because it was something i could do that was all my choice, i could do it and nobody could stop me because it was my body
------[[do you still]] no
----if not
------[[what is your opinion on it]] i realize now that i just wanted to feel like in a world where theres honestly no controll over most situations i used it to have a small amount of controll over myself. i hate myself everytime i look at scars. i hate that i ever did that to my body.
------[[can you understand why someone might do it]] but! i understand the need others have to do it. i dont try and tell friends not to. its thier bodies, thier choices.
[[what is your opinion on the death penalty]] for, under whatever circumstance.
[[what is your opinion on abortion]] pro-choice
[[what is your opinion on cloning]] its kinda gross
[[what is your opinion on censorship in the media *radio, tv etc*]] fuck that, know bout thise lil things we call RIGHTS?
[[what is your opinion on legalizing same sex marriage]] for of course, we have the right to love whomever we want.
[[do you consider yourself racist]] no i got a colored tv set
[[would you ever date someone of a different race]] i have
[[what turns you on about the opposite sex *or same sex*]] nothing specific, if i like you then i like you.
[[what do you think your best feature is]] nothing.
[[do you wear make up]] occassionally,only out to parties mostly
[[do you drive]] yea
[[do you smoke]] yesa
[[do you read a lot]] yes
[[do you write poetry]] no, not since my high school days
[[do you watch a lot of TV]] me? nooo... :P
[[talk on the phone a lot]] yea. i guess
[[how many TV's in your house]] 4
----[[phones]] 4
----[[rooms]] 6 rooms, 2 bathrooms
----[[people live in it]] 3, soon to be 4
----[[pets]] NONE! ew!
EITHER OR...
[[drinking/drugs]] druggin
[[pink/purple]] boooth!
[[black/white]] black
[[yellow cheese/white cheese] green. i like my cheese moldy :x
[[alive/dead]] bleh
[[open/closed]] ??? um
[[up/down]] down
[[beer/liquor]] liquor, i hate beer
[[walking/running]] choice 3: sitting
[[star/circle]] stars
[[cheerleading/gymnastics]] neither, thats too much effort
[[winter/summer]] winter
[[spring/fall]] fall
[[hot/cold]] cold
[[rain/snow]] rain, snow sucks
[[sleet/freezing rain]] neitheer
[[arctic/tropic]] tropic
[[shave/wax]] shave
[[dreads/braids]] braids for moi, dreads for the bois :D
[[day/night]] i like the night life, i like to boogey
[[punch/slap]] slap
[[fight/flight]] fight
[[piercings/tattoos]] tats
[[pc/mac]] pc, fuck a mac
[[fruit/vegetable]] veggies
[[cuke/pickle]] what the hell is a cuke? and i hate cucumbers too.
[[cold/flu]] whatever gets me outta being productive
[[sweet/sour]] sweet n sour
[[happy/sad]] happy, i really just wanna be happy
[[laugh/cry]] laughing
[[fake tree/real tree]] fake plastic trees
[[newspaper/magazine]] magazines!
[[poetry/prose]] both
[[read/write]] both
[[talk/listen]] both
[[phone/IM]] im
[[rap/metal]] rap AND metal. woohoo for the rap/metal mix!
[[metal/alternative]] alternative (old school)
[[alternative/punk]] punk AND alternative
[[punk/pop]] punk AND some pop
[[pop/country]] pop and the occasional country
[[country/classical]] classical
[[classical/jazz]] jazz, good ole jazz
[[jazz/oldies]] jazz, i dont like oldies, well unless its 60s,70s,80s rock
i had forgotten how great that movie was!
im buying it soon!
[[Name]] phaicia
[[age]] 21
[[birthdate]] 03/13/1981
[[birthplace]] Rock Hill, SC
[[place of residence]] see above
[[sexual orientation]] whacha got?
DRUGS...
[[have you ever used drugs]] yea
----if no
------[[why not]] -----
------[[what is your opinion of people who use]] -----
------[[do you think you will ever try drugs]] -----
------[[if so, what]] -----
------[[do any of your friends use]] -----
------[[what don't you like about drugs]] -----
------[[what is your opinion on legalizing drugs]] -----
[[do you currently use drugs]] yea sure
----if yes
------[[what have you tried]] weed, X, acid, shrooms, peyote ,dxm, coke, meth, various pills
------[[what have you used in the last 6 months]] weed, x, various pills, dxm, mescaline
------[[are there any drugs you will never try]] heroin, crack
------[[any drugs you still want to do]] nah
------[[drugs you stopped doing and why]] meth, um the state forced me? coke, i dont like it.
------[[how often do you use]] at the occasional party
------[[what is your drug of choice]] YOUR prescription pills
------[[why do you do drugs]] at times they are fun
------[[do you ever do drugs alone]] yea
------[[your fave thing(s) to do while on drugs]] be loud and silly with my friends, dance, chill.
------[[do you think you are an addict]] no. not anymore.
------[[do you ever want to stop]] tha day after partying too hard.
------[[what do you like about drugs]] its a nice little escape for a little while.
------[[what is your opinion on legalizing drugs]] people have the right to fuck up their own bodies (what pixi said)
NAME
[[5 positive things about yourself]]
i have cute clothes
my sense of humour, im so damn funny!
unique personality
im that good kind of lame
(i cant name anymore, guess im not all that great huh?)
[[5 negative things about yourself]]
--too damn nice, i let people take advantage of me
--random bitchyness
--procrastinator/slack
--low selfesteem
--too trusting
[[5 things about society you would like to change]]
{1} rascism
{2} homophobic people
{3} organized religions
{4} the way its acceptable to force certain beliefs on those in public schools (science vs god, practicing safe sex vs abstinence, etc...)
{5} fuck taxes yo
[[5 things you think are overrated]]
{1} this new punk fad thing (i soooo agree with pixi)
{2} im a raver! im a raver! im a raver!
{3} money
{4} love
{5} that whole college degree nonsense ;)
[[5 things that annoy you]]
{1} punker/raver then thou
{2} working for shitty pay
{3} getting up before noon
{4} my lack of a life
{5} me, myself, I
[[5 favorite activities]]
{1} partying
{2} listening to good music
{3} sleeping
{4} being with my friends
{5} surfing that gosh darn WWW, lol
[[5 movies you think everyone should see at least once]] (you should all know this is hard at hell for me)
{1} Empire Records
{2} The Breakfast Club
{3} Ghost World
{4} anything Kevin Smith had anything to do with (i know i know i cheated, shush)
{5} Foxfire
[[5 bands/singers you like]]
{1} NIRVANA!
{2} Tori Amos
{3} Staind
{4} Bob Marley
{5} Janis Joplin
[[5 things you do every day]]
{1} wake up (unfortunatly)
{2} internet/LJ
{3} lately? cry
{4} watch Buffy, i have: 4 chances Mon,Weds,Thurs,Fri. 5 chnaces on Tues. 1 on Sat and 2 on Sun. . . neeless to say, i see it at least once a day.
{5} talk to myself, get mad at myself, get sad with myself
[[5 things you wouldn't want to live without]]
{1} my friends
{2} pink lemonade
{3} music
{4} sleep
{5} tv
BELIEFS...
[[do you believe in god]] not really, no
[[do you have a religion]] nope
[[do you believe in witchcraft]] kinds.
[[do you believe in a sixth sense *ESP, etc*]] yea
[[do you believe in ghosts]] yea
[[do you believe in reincarnation]] yea
[[do you believe in heaven/hell]] i believe in those things to a degree
[[do you believe there is life after death in any form]] yea
[[do you believe there is meaning to life]] nope, we are here for somebodys amusement
[[do you believe in fate *that things happen for a reason, etc*]] yea, and usually its bad things that happen to me, yet i still believe they all happen for a reason
[[do you believe in love at first sight]] nah, but hey, i dont believe in love period
MORE USELESS QUESTIONS...
[[if you were going to commit suicide, how would you do it]] i have no desire to even think about that ever again.
[[what is one thing that would make you want to die]] loosing my mom, friends and sister (SHEESH, i just got teary, im so lame)
[[could you ever kill someone if they made you angry enough]] i dont think so
[[do you love your family]] yes
[[are you close-minded]] no, not at all
[[are you selfish]] yea, somewhat.
[[do you have good self-esteem]] not at all
[[have you ever self-injured]] yea
----if so
------[[why]] because it was something i could do that was all my choice, i could do it and nobody could stop me because it was my body
------[[do you still]] no
----if not
------[[what is your opinion on it]] i realize now that i just wanted to feel like in a world where theres honestly no controll over most situations i used it to have a small amount of controll over myself. i hate myself everytime i look at scars. i hate that i ever did that to my body.
------[[can you understand why someone might do it]] but! i understand the need others have to do it. i dont try and tell friends not to. its thier bodies, thier choices.
[[what is your opinion on the death penalty]] for, under whatever circumstance.
[[what is your opinion on abortion]] pro-choice
[[what is your opinion on cloning]] its kinda gross
[[what is your opinion on censorship in the media *radio, tv etc*]] fuck that, know bout thise lil things we call RIGHTS?
[[what is your opinion on legalizing same sex marriage]] for of course, we have the right to love whomever we want.
[[do you consider yourself racist]] no i got a colored tv set
[[would you ever date someone of a different race]] i have
[[what turns you on about the opposite sex *or same sex*]] nothing specific, if i like you then i like you.
[[what do you think your best feature is]] nothing.
[[do you wear make up]] occassionally,only out to parties mostly
[[do you drive]] yea
[[do you smoke]] yesa
[[do you read a lot]] yes
[[do you write poetry]] no, not since my high school days
[[do you watch a lot of TV]] me? nooo... :P
[[talk on the phone a lot]] yea. i guess
[[how many TV's in your house]] 4
----[[phones]] 4
----[[rooms]] 6 rooms, 2 bathrooms
----[[people live in it]] 3, soon to be 4
----[[pets]] NONE! ew!
EITHER OR...
[[drinking/drugs]] druggin
[[pink/purple]] boooth!
[[black/white]] black
[[yellow cheese/white cheese] green. i like my cheese moldy :x
[[alive/dead]] bleh
[[open/closed]] ??? um
[[up/down]] down
[[beer/liquor]] liquor, i hate beer
[[walking/running]] choice 3: sitting
[[star/circle]] stars
[[cheerleading/gymnastics]] neither, thats too much effort
[[winter/summer]] winter
[[spring/fall]] fall
[[hot/cold]] cold
[[rain/snow]] rain, snow sucks
[[sleet/freezing rain]] neitheer
[[arctic/tropic]] tropic
[[shave/wax]] shave
[[dreads/braids]] braids for moi, dreads for the bois :D
[[day/night]] i like the night life, i like to boogey
[[punch/slap]] slap
[[fight/flight]] fight
[[piercings/tattoos]] tats
[[pc/mac]] pc, fuck a mac
[[fruit/vegetable]] veggies
[[cuke/pickle]] what the hell is a cuke? and i hate cucumbers too.
[[cold/flu]] whatever gets me outta being productive
[[sweet/sour]] sweet n sour
[[happy/sad]] happy, i really just wanna be happy
[[laugh/cry]] laughing
[[fake tree/real tree]] fake plastic trees
[[newspaper/magazine]] magazines!
[[poetry/prose]] both
[[read/write]] both
[[talk/listen]] both
[[phone/IM]] im
[[rap/metal]] rap AND metal. woohoo for the rap/metal mix!
[[metal/alternative]] alternative (old school)
[[alternative/punk]] punk AND alternative
[[punk/pop]] punk AND some pop
[[pop/country]] pop and the occasional country
[[country/classical]] classical
[[classical/jazz]] jazz, good ole jazz
[[jazz/oldies]] jazz, i dont like oldies, well unless its 60s,70s,80s rock