I think its gonna be ok. Maybe I wont be ok. But hopefully it will.

FUCK! Louie is building me a time machine so I can take back what I've done. Oh DAMNIT. It's starting to sound like a really big dildo. (Kind of like the one he had in Radio ( Read more... )

bad habit ( Read more... )

So the car crash fucked me up pretty bad. Mostly emotionally. Some physical. Im pretty sure I don't want to talk about it anymore. I might make refrences. Its just a touchy subject so please don't be mad if I snap or complain too much. It's just so bad for me ( Read more... )

There have been so many thoughts racing through my mind lately. I feel so overwhelmed with every thought, every action, every detail to my life. All of a sudden I have all these questions I never thought I'd be asking. Everything has evolved to diffrent levels and nothing is famaliar in any sense of the word. Even feelings that I'm used to, like ( Read more... )

Part my lips like you separated my heart.

Your eyes will save me.

Spread my legs like you detached my mind.

Your eyes will save me.

Cut me like I do.

Your eyes will save me.

Open your eyes so I can shut mine.

And I am saved.

Im in a bad mood. They took away my cocky. And Im mad at so many people... mostly myself.

It took me til now to realize I mean nothing to you.

And you still mean everything to me.

My love comes standard.

This weekend. Buckets of fun. Friday after school Joe and I went to Bliss' and we decided to ride bikes to my house to get... something. (I'm so incredibly out of shape btw) It was hilarious. We get to my house, chill for a little, make sure no one tries to eat Jake andthen we leave on my golfcart. Yes, thats right. ALL TURRAIN VEHICLE!!!! All of ( Read more... )

So first day of school. I'm really not sure how I feel about it yet. I mean its a bajillion a twelve times better than South ever was. I'm just like. Lalalala look at thgat, thats life... lalala. I'm completely oblivous to any of my feelings right now. Its so weird. It could just be the obsurd ammount of caffine I have in my system. YAY for Moutain ( Read more... )

My life is falling apart ( Read more... )