i'm tired. i don't know how to feel or...

i need coping skills.

i was hoping to get the swine flu

I just put some clothes in the washer, knowing that i had to use two machines I somehow only took enough for one load and an extra, just in case...

i thought of my parents

*Beep Beep beep beep beep ( Read more... )

 i tried so hard to be independent

is it my problem?

it's punishment watching you do the things i was taught not to.

today i went to the library early. i left at around four and got there about fourthirty parked and in the building...

made it.
happy.
good move.

good desk. sit. oh, no, i forgot my computer, what am i gonna do? read, right read. read, that's what i'm supposed to do, prepare for class. good desk, good seat, it reclines.

chapter 7: Reference Material, ( Read more... )

i was just getting ready and i started crying and now i cant stop...i really just want to disappear, just be gone. without ever having existed. i don't see what my purpose is, how can there be one when all i do is sit around and cry ( Read more... )

as far as my emotions, i don't know what's real anymore ( Read more... )

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so after my crazy freak out yesterday, i got an email from another college i had inquired about. I get to meet with the dean of Library Science department! I'm so excited ( Read more... )

last week, i had a test. The instructor said we had the option of taking it in groups... so i flipped out and started hysterically crying. during class. why? i don't know... maybe because i thought i was prepared, maybe because i didn't want to work with anyone else, maybe.. i really don't know, those are the only two possibilities i can think of ( Read more... )

realizing that getting my internet identity stolen is a huge fear. Like my domains... they're MINE ( Read more... )