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[tristessedemain]

redundancy is killing my soul..I must remember where I've been and have faith that I will be going somewhere in the future. standing still is more tiring than running in circles.

today I wrote on the bottom corner of my daily list "you matter". yes, I said daily list; I write one at least once each day, I've done this for as long as I can

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[deadmansdrumkit]

i found that peice of paper today, and i saw the words "you matter" written on it... at first i was confused.. but then i said 'hey i do matter'.. so i slipped the peice of paper back in my pocket, considering it to be quite a bit of luck that such a thoughtful stranger said such nice things to me.

later on, when i was at my terriable job, staring at the celling, i realize how confused i was.. "thoughtful stranger my arse!" i thought. "it was krista who wrote that note," krista, ohh krista. she makes me feel so good sometimes, just the things she says and how shes differnt. how when i freak out, she understands.. when i feel bad, she understands.. when i feel like nothings right, and nothing gets better, she persaudes me that im full of balloni and all is not lost. she makes me feel like i matter and i love her for it. just wish that i could make her feel as special as she makes me.
thanks

:)

[tristessedemain]

you are special love...

[seaheroine]

I'm glad you're back - I was so sad to see you'd deleted your journal!