I have never felt like my life was just...not complicated. Lately it's just hard for me to latch on to the idea that everything is great for me. It gives me anxiety even. I'm always scared that something is going to go wrong. I made the decision to stay on my Lexapro (with the doctor's opinion) so that it'll take away some of this anxiety. But it's ( Read more... )

The birthday party was a success. I'm glad I planned that for him. I'm glad he enjoyed himself. I'm glad everyone came. I'm glad Chase and Shea came mostly. I think those are the two he identifies with the most. I don't know why it took us so long to be where we are now, but I'm glad it's happened. We've had a lot of ups and downs in the past, it's ( Read more... )

I can't help but feel like I went through all of this for a reason. I can't even understand how it worked out. I've never seen something work out so perfectly after so long. Sometimes he drives me crazy...I mean just a little bit but I can't stay mad because he's so great. But I'm GLAD he drives me crazy cause that tells me that it's not too good ( Read more... )

I am so happy with Jordy. I mean of coarse I've claimed to be happy with people before but I am seriously, unconditionally happy. I wish I weren't all the way in WASHINGTON because I just want to see him ( Read more... )

People change. For the worst. And they suck. And then you're stuck 2700 miles away from home for a week with them. I want to go home.

Today I was so happy that I started to cry. That has never happened to me before in my life. So yeah, I'd say it's pretty bitchin.

I love Jordy Saravia.

I have the greatest job in the world now ( Read more... )

Descartes' Meditations è molto difficile comprendere. Non ho fatto bene su il mio esame di italiano oggi. Sono stanca. Jordy e Io progettiamo guardare un film stasera. Voglio uscire ma non ritengo bene. Il mio giornale è scrivere in Italiano perchè è tutto che possa pensare circa. Anche, perchè trovo la stupefazione in quanto conosco. Voglio ( Read more... )