one hundred, two hundred, three hundred, twenty and one two three four five. there you go, pleasure doin business w/ ya.

now what? I think I'm going to get a movie. go figure that that would be the first thing I buy. who cares, its my money. besides who around here will break a hundred dollar bill? it seems like a lot but i know today it really ( Read more... )

pictures...
( my mouth is dry, my face is numb... fucked up and spun out in my room. on my own, here we go... )

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I grew up a long time ago...

when he took that part of me away,

my innocence was lost a long time ago...

do I miss it?

do i regret it all?

fuck no.

everything I did then made me who I am today.

I can appreciate certain things I know I wouldnt

If I hadn't gone through ( Read more... )

I'll tell you exactly what I see and I feel... I'll tell you what you see and what she feels. I'll step outside my skin for a moment, just for you, okay?

She steps outside, bare feet, hair down and falling against her shoulders, closed eyes now open and look up to the sky and search for the moon and stars. she sees a few stars clustered here and ( Read more... )

I am a drug... what kind? addictive. name? maybe a random object, maybe the name of a chemical, perhaps an acronym for short of something like me. that sounds right I am ANA --> no idea what it stands for but damn is that some good stuff.

addictive sometimes.

charming...

poisonous sometimes.

intoxicating by accident...

not enough on purpose.

like ( Read more... )

I want something... I dont quite know what it is yet... but i know im dreaming of it, I see it every night, and I think about it quite a lot. What the heck is it? *looks around...* nothing I can see right now. blah.

if I were a puddle and you fell into me and you kept on falling until you hit the bottom, you might be falling for quite some time ( Read more... )

did i ever mention how much I love the holidays, cooking big dinners, having family and friends around... its good for you I say... more later I guess

comfortable, wearing my favorite jeans, favorite t-shirt, eating a twix. shopping is done (for the most part). going to make dinner rolls for tomorrow with my dad in about half an hour. had a pretty good workout this morning. watching sleepless in seattle... *sighs* i love this movie :) yesh i know, I'm a total sap for romance... so what?

Anyways ( Read more... )

all ready to go, with nothing to do and nowhere to go. (nowhere logical or possible anyways...)

today was a lazy day, kept waking up until about 9:30 or 10 and i finally got up, got gyped for breakfast so i made a bagel w/ lots of cream cheese. yum. home alone for hours... went to a movie w/ my parents and Tim. we saw robots, it was really cute and ( Read more... )