Eeek. LJ just deleted my whole entry but no i will not give in. Hoho.

Met Sarah every day, almost, to practice in preparation for our big day. It all turned out pretty good, especially Wednesday because we had the entire rink to ourselves! Cos its after ice time, and we had a chance to experience an empty rink or we will "get a shock", says sarah. ( Read more... )

 Whenever i post, its either something positive, or negative, or neutral. Okay that deserves a duh. Anyhow life has been quite depressing, not entirely but rather.

I have to redo TOK though it was cross-marked once and given a 31. Why T____T and worst of all i don't even know how to improve on it. 
Next, i keep having recurring dreams of suicide, ( Read more... )

So recently, life has been about IA completions and skating. I finished my biz IA, just reviewed world lit with Mdm, submitted my Geog IA and paraphrasing people's Physics prac reports XD hoho ( Read more... )

Life gave me lemonade and I can't imagine why
Born on a sunny day, beneath a tangerine sky
I live life without pretending
I'm a sucker for happy endings
Thanks for the lemonade
Thanks for the lemonade!

Totally true (: Sometimes i wonder why i try, and try so hard. And yet when i realize when i am trying to be someone else, i do not stop at there. Deep ( Read more... )

This is perhaps one of the most random post ever but life has been pretty cool (:

Anyhow it started with having a lot of tests, of which usually don't deserve any positive emotions/comments. But this time it seemed different, i kinda felt like i tried my best (and genuinely for the first time), and i am still going to embrace the result, regardless ( Read more... )

I went to see that asshole dp and apparently Tieh did see that asshole dp about my appeal - which failed big time. So that effectively equates to complete failure and misery. It seemed so incredulous, how our school is a perfect ruthless organization and no welfare is involved. I would be lying if i say i was/am okay. I'm not simply because they ( Read more... )

Updating on a not-so-awesome day might not be the most intelligent thing to do - but who gives. Really.

Anyhow many things have changed since the last time i updated. Let me see.
a) I now take individual lessons.
b) We're finally taking part in competition <33 bestest decision ever with my bestest friend ( Read more... )

I wonder if...i would have benefited much more if i didn't play my life away last year ( Read more... )

It has been so awfully long (: but i'm back ( Read more... )

I finally realized the gravity of the situation >< Slack and you die. Fullstop. How sad a way to die slogging.

Anyhow i am also finally getting the scary vibes from school work and deadlines. Boo. Especially English which totally freaks me out. Now i finally appreciate IB in its entirety - from play to slave. Honestly, i wish we were normal JC ( Read more... )