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depressing 1sts:
*it's my hubby's 1st day @ work...
yeah yeah... so why feel depressed ayt? simply coz his work's in laguna.. i know laguna's still near manila... but still! cole and i are here in hometown tarlac:( that's two long busrides from here:( long-distance thingies suck indeed!
i feel so down. kinda guilty for feeling this way but i really can't help it. enjoyed being together as a whole fam so much. since cole's birth this would be the first time that we'll really be that far:( i know it's not outside the country but the fact that he's far from us hurts me soo bad!
oh well... dont think of me as a crybaby but i'm happy for him, getting the job he wanted and fulfilling his duties as a dada. so proud of him... i know that this is just a phase, i hope i could adjust really soon. i understand that its for our fam esp lil cole.
my mom's correct if not now... when will he start?! i should somehow feel better coz im wit cole... but bri's situation would be harder being alone..away from us... haaay iyakin na naman ako.. pero after these tears magiging ok rin ako.. isipin ko nalang na mas iyakin baby ko hehehe!
*another first... cole's SICK "double :("
since last week, my baby's been acting a lot strange. he's not his usual kulit and happy self... he's berat/iyakin most of the time. then fri afternoon, found out na may fever sya... haay panic mode ako coz it's his first time na magkasakit. his always happy face looked so down and flushed, and he whimpers in his sleep:( kwawa talga. my dad (his pedia) checked him up but there are no signs as to where he got his illness. so he decided the next day to check on his wiwi... lo and behold... my baby has UTI! whaat eh babies rarely get uti daw.:( we're all surprised coz he's always clean naman. sobrang it wasnt becoz of poor hygiene naman. as in lahat kmi OC sa kanya. good thing is he's feeling better now coz la na fever yesterday. but we are still treating him. hope that its not anything serious, his gonna take the urinalysis again on wed and ultrasound din sha. sna talga, mwala na to and it has nothing to do with his kidneys:( haaay life:(
---please offer a prayer for my bebeh... tnx!