idk i feel like crap. things keep getting worse it seems like and its killin me. i cant wait till i get a car then ill be fuckin out of this town (hopefully) and be able to do whatever i want. but obviously i know that wont end up happening. i havent been upset in awhile because things have been pretty good for me..but now ah. everything is just ( Read more... )

well school is actually pretty good so far.. i guess it just takes a while to meet friends and get use to everything. i met a lot of cool new people that i enjoy hanging out with and have a lot of things in common. the only down side is that everyone lives like 2389472938472938 min away from me, but whatever. its weird cause i actually look ( Read more... )

man i wish it was summer ( Read more... )

well since meghan leaves on saturday, we planned on taking another little road trip together before she leaves. we were going to hit up the delaware water gap, and some "weird nj" places... but then i thought to myself "why not go to connecticut and visit the coolest person in the world!" and thats what we did. 2 hours and 40 minutes later we end ( Read more... )

yeah so im sitting at my computer and happen to see that its august 30th..it would have been 2 years today. but o well, shit happens... it was a good year and a half though ill have to say. we had so many great memories together that ill never forget. i just hope hes happy where he is and that maybe someday we can regain our friendship that we once

let's just say the show was very interesting...haha. so many drunks and whitetrash walking around...it was awesome!!! my boy sebastian bach was amazing, they played all of my favorite songs, especially 18 and life haha. some band called queen v played, they sucked. hmm 38 special was actually really good..and twisted sister, now you would think ( Read more... )

wow where can i start? this cruise deffinetly made my summer, and i really mean that. i dont even know where to start!! the second we get on the cruise i realize its really small and i think, "wow this is going to be so boring and i want to go home now" (i thought wrong haha) i walked around by myself for a while, scoped out who's on the boat ;), ( Read more... )

these past couple of days/weeks lets look at what has happened/what ive done:

*went to fridays with kromas


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lets see, so far this summer sucks A LOT. i fucking hate working at the pool b/c of the people working here this year, and theres nothing to do later when i get home from work. and i want a summer fling or a bf this summer..w/e it is. im lonely and it sucks to see other people hookin up or dating completly wrong ppl, so i need someone.

that is

so last night me and joe got picked up my ian and sean and i shot some photos of state unfair at hoboken and jersey city. it was pretty cool, all the guys were really nice and cooperative. we took some shots by the water and in tj's apartment. i got paid and around 11 o'clock i got home, which wasnt good because i had my chem final the next day ( Read more... )