alright so EVERY TIME we have off from vacation i do absolutely nothing. and im thinking, "well thats gotta change!" so every day im going to try to fulfill every day of it. and so far its going pretty good i think ( Read more... )

alright so the past couple of days or weeks, w/e it is ive been feeling alright, trying not think about things that much, trying to go out and have a good time, live life, etc. but some how where ever i go people have to bring up stuff. "so how is he", "oh did you go to the party?" like i hate how ppl are fucking stiring up shit and i dont blame ( Read more... )

the past couple of weeks or so my life has been just miserable. everyday i think about him and it just tears me up inside. i try so hard not to, but its kindof hard when i go sit down in every class and see his initials that i scribbled on my desk. yes, if i suck it up and just think about all the bad memorys i had with him, yeah that'll make me ( Read more... )

haven't written in this in a while i guess? idk...haven't been doin anything lately. getting ready for prom and such. ive been feelin pretty crappy here and there. trying to make new friends and etc. i cant keep my mind off him

well troxell's birthday was today! so i baked her a cake. but it was a half day of school so i gave her the cake 4th period during lunch instead of 9th..so we'll just save it for when we get back. and its snowing, hopefully no school tomorrow !

didnt do anything this day, went to church. but then i hung out with kromas..fuddruckers baby! andre was gonna come with us, but he had homework to do ::tear:: lol. but its okay, we had some girl talked and caught up so it was neato. well thats about it!

ok i dont think i did anything this day. so it sucked. the end.

got back from the poconos and my brother suprised me with tix to the armor for sleep show w/ recover and some other bands. it was pretty fun. my brother met up with these kids he knew from ny and they were cool. i didnt really talk to them really cause im kindof shy lol. but this one kid matt was pretty nice to me. armor played some new songs so ( Read more... )

wednesday SUCKED b/c i sat in the fucking car for at least 4 hours doing nothing while the whole goldberg family and my mom and brother were outside snowboarding (well my mom and rich watched them). i was so pissed..all i did was read a fucking book for english, listen to my ipod and sleep. what a vacation. then later on when we went into the hotel ( Read more... )

today SUCKED! i did absolutly nothing!!!!! i put more songs on my ipod, visited my great grandmother at the nursing home, slept, eat, and sat at the fucking computer for hours. and tomorrow im going to the poconos...HOPEFULLY ill have fun there, u know just sitting in my room the entire time doing nothing. YES! adios.