lets see here, did i pay my rent? NOPE. Did I work on my TPAs? NOPE. Did I study for RICA? NOPE. Did I pack anything? NOPE. Did I do anything on my list? BIG FAT FUCKING NOPE!!!

Tomorrows List

1. PAY RENT!!!
2. Pack books
3. Study for RICA
4. Finish TPA lesson plans
5. Write section one and two of TPA report
6. Put away laundry

Yeah, like I will actually do any of this... wishful thinking I guess.

Ok, so back in the days when I was attending SSU, I had to take this class on dream nnalysis and meditation. I was taught that all dreams have a meaning... they are your psyche telling your SELF a message that your SELF needs to know, or somthing like that. It was a 7 am class so i tended to sleep through it since a lot of our ime was focused on ( Read more... )

Went to SD this last weekend. it was actually pretty fun. fridaynight went to sunshine with the boys and bree. i have never been there when it has been so crowded. usually we just go upstairs and grab a table, but this time we could barly move, and the drinks were not very good. so then we went next door to bullfrogs. drinks were much better ( Read more... )

shrink says I am purposfully seeking out conflict in my relationships. I guess I can see this. My dad does the same thing. He also says I need to go make on my meds but I figure that if I can controll it without, then that it what works best for me. He is not the one who is up for day at a time because his meds won't let him sleep.

going to my therapist tomorrow. I;ll see what he has to say. maybe i will actually listent to him for once. or not. i guess it all depends on what he says.

so... i woke up sick this morning! fucking kids. i ran out of hand sanatizer one day and now i am sick. i was so disgusted today after watching the kids caugh all over thier papers before handing them in or picking thier noses before handing them in. i guess i will have to look forward to being sick alot. i have a really really weak immune ( Read more... )

Things to do this weekend.

1. finish table
2. work on painting
3. put laundry away
4. go for a ride
5. go to the gym, or a run
6. bye new work pants
7. cheak in with parents
8. work on case study
9. work on tpa's
10. study for RICA
11. clean out freezer
12. clean the house!

fuck, i need a longer weekend!

my poor fucking fingers! this morning i burnt my fingers on the lamination machine. Latter, I was teaching and my hand smeared the blue overhead pen, so now my fingers look like i have been fingering smurfette. then when i got home from work i was working on a table an have some pretty deep cuts from the glass now. my fingers are still bleeding ( Read more... )

have you ever been drunk? Of course I have ( Read more... )