A REAL update? on...whats really up w/ me?

[trkrunner8705]

Well to tell yeah the truth...I haven't been the happiest this last week at all. I've been actin like im tough and like shit doesn't bother me... Idk I just feel lost. I've been hangin out w/ the girls which is good, specially Dre(Thanks so much for bein there) but also hanging out w/ ppl I don't normally hang out w/,talkin to ppl I don't normally

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[unityhoops10]

i was thinkin about that on the way home from ur house the other night...how u keep tryin to act like this isn't botherin u & act all tough. & u were doin a pretty good job...lol but seriously somethin good'll happen...ur frikin awesome & ur a really good person (i kno i sound like a corny fag right now) but really u are... so eventually u'll get what u deserve...a kick ass country boy. :o) I think theres a good guy waitin at EIU for u next year...just wait till college...ull get away from all of this & ull find some new kick ass guys...& it'll be great. But anyways...hang in there kath, it'll get better. & hey im glad ur decidin to dress nice this semester...i was gettin tired of lookn at a scrub! :o) haaaaa....jp jp....look whos talkin.
~Johnson